I feel.

Shooting pain without pain killers.
Universe without stars.
Sun without glare.
Cigarrette wuthout a light.
Heartache without the heart.
Suffocation without the hanging robe.
Thinking without the working brain.
Oozing tears without the eyes.


Frostbite.
Frozen.
Excruciating.

Shadow has been such a good dog. I feel guilty I havnt been a perfect mom to her. If you do say a prayer to God sometimes, pls help me pray that He wont take her away from me now. Plz. Thanks.