Gratitude

I am totally not a morning person, basically I should live like a vampire, ie why I am obsessed witg vampire stories since very very young, when vampires could turn into bats. Now, of coz everything has sexualized it, u only get to see pale, beautiful eyes, wavey hair vampires galz N boys, running ard, sucking the victim's blood in seducing way. OK....not meant to talk abt vampire....but well, Breaking Dawn Part I sucks big time, dont watch!!!!

Well, I cant focuz on work before 11....or even 12....my eyes r still sleeping, so browsing or writing blogs to me wud be best since I dont need to use my brain (as mentioned, I type wo thinking , my fingers govern my brain matters)

Gratitude...what abt that?! I saw today on FB, my ex colleague posted my ex boss pic. I miss him.....he's the nicest guy on earth, but also he's most cowardie.....in somewhat....never want to make decision, I remember,,,few times I said to him, OK boss, if U r afraid of the other boss, let me confront him, I will fight and argue with him, hahahahaha. I was too childish, of coz, but I was indeed adorable. Then, he wud say to me....Dawn, U r exceptional personality, U will be something someday. And U dont like like others horizontally but laterally.....heheheheheh...thank u, sir. And interestingly, he said in order for me to spark creativity, I shud go check out sthg unusual, e.g. if I do skincare, I shud go to diamond show or catwalk shows. Anyways

I feel indebted to such kind soul. I am blessed with few such mentors in life. one was hi school teacher, another one wud be him. They saw me from a different spotlight......they look at the intricate steps I take, rather than the rough stride like everybody else. I am like them too, but such kindness or intelligence at times-----if we dont know how to use or channel it, it wud be wasted. And most pple dont know how, coz....frankly it just sounds stupid. Coz, it's intangible....non-quantifiable...so people dont take note but I take note.....:D

I hope one day I can find a way to quantify it for this stupid world. :)

when do bad things

dont do it bad
but do it right....I LIKEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

be the good bad....hahahahaha

how shameful when u r bad in bad. :D

my real 2012

My real 2012 starts in Feb.....Jan was abit of lost and loss. I feel I have regained my consciousness now...in feb....i even had dreams about my jobs, to me it's good sign, means i am thinking. I want to do good, becoz this job is so flexible and I dont need to socialize w company.,...:P very entrepreneurial styple of working....all I need is to get things done w limited budgets u hv. I need to rewatch Donald Trump's apprentice, I find the earliest ones inspire me alot to think laterally........

:D so I am happy, I feel delighted......

OK, that linkedin dude buzzed me again....didnt i already say I wudnt meet him?? why men r like this? U ignore them, they wud say - "so baby, plz tell me, do u want me to forget you?!" kakaaka....I said, yes, pls forget me. crazy people...........................!!!!!!!!!

More Shows

OK, before I focuz back on my work, I would like to update what shows I am watching, as it's the new season....Apart from previously mentioned misfits (which already finished), Homeland (waiting for new season), Bones....I am currently catching up on:

1. Alcatraz (maybe wrong spelling) - the new show by the fat dude in Lost. It's kinda like 4400 , pple start showing up, though upto the 4th epi, I feel they may have a story. For 4400, it's pretty straightforward, different person exhibit "heroes" type of power and just one epi after another the same. This one....despite, it's abt criminal, committing crimes again, but why the heck they are showing up one by one, did they come back together or arrive at different timeframes!? More Qs non=answered, ie how a show cud go on. I am glad it didnt end with a bang everytime.....I think it's not needed right now. And I could see this is the trend of shows, if with high calibre of backdrop people.......so, if into suspense, or crime, or 4400 kinda shows, recommended!!!!

2. Person of interest - by Lost Ben, hence must watch. Esp with all kinda cadgets and blasts and fighting....smooth sailing fighting, ok!!?? Watch la....haha

3. Fringe - as mentioned many times, I hated 1st 2 seasons, as I just dont dig the gal...sorry, I luv Scully, so she's too far from sy-fy show. But with the introduction of more alternate universe, I started to dig the show....:D hehe....yup, I am a believer of alternate universe, and I believe another me is living a similar yet very alternate life.

Then, gossip gals, vamp diaries, desp housewives, ncis, criminal minds, supernatural....just a routine to "must-watch" for me...........

I am actually waiting for Alpha to be back. myabe couple of more months. Yes, I watched Sherlock....the 1st epi was fabulous but not the other 2 sadly.

Movies I am planning to download and watch - anonymous, a dangerous mind

hvnt watched skin I live in yet, despite its dl already, coz I dont feel like reading subtitle lately

What shows, movies hv U been watching & waiting upon? Share some!? :D

Have a good start today!