How, can I not love my Lottie more than, maybe shadow? yes people would say I have favouritism.
Honestly, taking shadow in was a selfish act as I was missing my collie-BoBo too much, and also when I saw her - I knew she would be put to death by pet shop as no one would take her in at that time - when animal rights were even worse than now. (BoBo-Dog visited me in my dream and told me he became human- ie when I found release after months of his death.) Shadow came along and she was very detached dog - kinda like me, so when I cried, she never really care, except - wanting food & toy.
Now I have a second dog - Lottie - she has brightened up my days & nights simply - she is opp to me & shadow. She's darling, loving, and she put her mama as her first priority. Not food nor toy. When I cry, she wud sit on my belly looking at me. Of coz both of them luv everyone who visit my home-Lottie always needs to do more to convince pple to luv her, becoz she seems more crazy and active. But once she quiets down, the whole world isnt about food or toys, but about U - me or my frenz. When shadow was sick, she would intentionally walk away from me so shadow could stick ard me. After desex, she didnt even bother to lick her wound which is something a dog wud normally do. She wud always prioritize going out with me to be more important than taking my treats (shadow is always opposite, food first). When she eats, I ask her to stop - she would obediently wait until I say OK without any sneering or anger.
And now I luv her more day after day, as every nite esp, she is like my guardian angel always checking on me. Not that I dun luv shadow, but sometimes I think luv needs to be earned. U couldnt sit there and wait for luv. People, or dogs, or cats could luv u without reasons, but yet U need to earn to make them luv u continuously. It's a realistic world - no one can be dead fish in practice and yet gain everything.
So, no, I luv both of my dogs but I do have my fav, yes Lottie has been my fav since long time, as she makes me feel - being a mom or master has some rewards, has some luv in return not coz I could give her food or make her happy, but simply becoz she just adores me, and she works hard to adore me.
I luv u, Lottie....kisssssss
Honestly, taking shadow in was a selfish act as I was missing my collie-BoBo too much, and also when I saw her - I knew she would be put to death by pet shop as no one would take her in at that time - when animal rights were even worse than now. (BoBo-Dog visited me in my dream and told me he became human- ie when I found release after months of his death.) Shadow came along and she was very detached dog - kinda like me, so when I cried, she never really care, except - wanting food & toy.
Now I have a second dog - Lottie - she has brightened up my days & nights simply - she is opp to me & shadow. She's darling, loving, and she put her mama as her first priority. Not food nor toy. When I cry, she wud sit on my belly looking at me. Of coz both of them luv everyone who visit my home-Lottie always needs to do more to convince pple to luv her, becoz she seems more crazy and active. But once she quiets down, the whole world isnt about food or toys, but about U - me or my frenz. When shadow was sick, she would intentionally walk away from me so shadow could stick ard me. After desex, she didnt even bother to lick her wound which is something a dog wud normally do. She wud always prioritize going out with me to be more important than taking my treats (shadow is always opposite, food first). When she eats, I ask her to stop - she would obediently wait until I say OK without any sneering or anger.
And now I luv her more day after day, as every nite esp, she is like my guardian angel always checking on me. Not that I dun luv shadow, but sometimes I think luv needs to be earned. U couldnt sit there and wait for luv. People, or dogs, or cats could luv u without reasons, but yet U need to earn to make them luv u continuously. It's a realistic world - no one can be dead fish in practice and yet gain everything.
So, no, I luv both of my dogs but I do have my fav, yes Lottie has been my fav since long time, as she makes me feel - being a mom or master has some rewards, has some luv in return not coz I could give her food or make her happy, but simply becoz she just adores me, and she works hard to adore me.
I luv u, Lottie....kisssssss
