A Drop of Water Sign

OUT OF TIME - DODECAHEDRON

While, I am on this path...I know I am easily giving up. I kind of missed my time yesterday for Octahedron (Ether) due to having a friend coming over for chats. I kind of was feeling abit tired ysd and as well, I do not understand Ether.....

Since ysd, I started reading the books on The Ancient Secret of the Flower of Life. First few pages already had my curious topic - pineal gland. Yippie......I couldnt thank enough Amazon delivered the books so fast like the Universe knew I was desperate in my head. As days passed, I have been using "I am mental" to describe myself...indeed, I felt so bored as nothing interested me. Now.....Matias, Sacred Geometry, finding the atlantean in me interest me....anyhows.

I want to share abit what happened during Dodecahedron Day. As I started to think of the 9 tears.....I also dont understand what that was.....and a drop of water fell on my lap. I suddenly felt awake inside..& outside....sometimes we do things without being aware. I feel that for these 5 days out of time.....it's to retrain my brain to reconnect, to be aware...

Statement: I am Water, Expression and Vibration"

As I said this statement - I felt a numbing on my throat......I took it as a sign my chakras and lighting fields were aligned.....then I could feel some sensation. I just wanted to record here to avoid I forgot. Suddenly a thought.....as wanting to know more akashic records....blogs are like that....we made records as we would forget.If I want to know, I just need to find a way to the blog to read.......

I Am Water, Expression & Vibration.

Today is more like a diary....I want to note down the drop of water from my hair...just a drop. It's kind of interesting. Thank you.

Quantum Mechanics is soooo spiritual

Yup, QM is spiritual. 

While, following Yosoy Red #yosoy - 30Jul2020 was "Happy Tetrahedron Day", my schooling time I was pretty good at most subjects but I dont remember anything related to Platonic Solids. Through this Yosoy path, I am gradually learning about sacred geometry (SG)

QM & SG to me....they should be same, they should have some form of relevancy to each other but I cannot understand anything about it somehow. It's like my mind has been shut down to recieve deep mesaage....and it could be - it's too simple!? I think it should be latter, because humans sometimes cannot understand the most simple stuff......and so here I attempt to equate, QM, SG and LOVE are the same things though I cannot produce any equation for that.  I couldnt understand any bit of it. HAHA. It should be something related to frequency.......Oh well.

While, randomly listening to Sean Carroll - the many worlds of QM, I started to read through my conversation notes I had with my therapist, Fred......there, when I pondered his words rgd asking the right questions, I was born to have that brain to ask the right questions........I needed to ask the right question to download info - I suddenly understood one thing, why I was kind of a "scientist" or why I excelled in science suddenly, esp chemistry coz I was knowing how to ask questions!! I did. I was curious about anything related to science..... - and there I recieved a message from beyond.....I guess it's first time consciously.....ie what I was asking for, so here I go....

"To be able to download info - ask the right quesions. Just like a scientist. I am a scientist now, past and future. An alchemist. An achlemist thar derived energy , freuqency into matter. It is true. It happened. Problem is - I, Dawn, (the past Avour????), now need to fix it. I could manipulate lighting in front of the giant pyrimaid (I had a vision about lighting, manipulating lighting in front of pyrimaid while following Matias Live Stream ysd)  

*conversation started* 

<is that the Egypt ones? No!>

<what should I do? Dont be lazy. Be a scientist. Ask the right Qs and you can tap into your alchemcy power. It is not that you sucked in physics. You became good at chemistry at young age suddenly coz you were an alchemist. So ask the right Q>

Download. Use the true light to change the dynamics of the new world. Yosoy Red is a bridge for you to learn. It's not the means to the ends. Still some ways to go. Be consistent. Be coherent. Be in love with everything and nothing. Be in love with you, me, him, her it, them ours, and IT.

Oh wow....thank you!

Last Day

After a while, you know you cannot express much on social media. Safe space is so important for me. Living in Asia, sometimes there's a some form of stress - anyhow it's another topic. I hope to reuse this space, mainly for myself to dive into my own thoughts & emotions.

"Last Day' is not the end of the day. But according to Matias De Stefano, we are going to go into the new year from tomorrow 30Jul2020 - according to ancient egyptian calender. I know no shits on all these stars, latitudes or constellation - my bad, I studied and read alot but I suck in physics and maths.

So, this post is to record what I was thinking, in a way for myself. Last week, as I was walking Lottie (my dog dog), I thought to myself (while she was peeing) - 2020 is such a boring year, so so so damn boring. It's like a 7 months of boredom - I cant travel, I cant do this, I cant do that. Frankly, isolation doesnt affect me too much on lifestyle but in the mind - I felt abit trapped, as I couldnt plan I couldnt arrange etc etc...blah blah. Then, I have no idea how, I opened my Gaia TV....I rewatched INITIATION by Matias - which I tried to watch his show few times past 1 year since I got subscription. I just couldnt watch him.......at that time, I just felt info was boring & irrelevant...But then at the same time, I knew on some level I should watch. ie why I tried couple of times. Finally just few days ago....last week, I did - I watched & rewatched. EXPLOSION. BLEW UP MY MIND. 

I never once followed any masters....any guru, and I dont see him as that. He kept reminding us in his Youtube videos.....he's just sharing his truth from his remembrance & perspectives. No one knows one Truth, it's only from his perspectives......starting that resonating with me so deeply. I couldnt use words to describe......in this era, everyone is the way, everyone is the truth......u know !?

Anyways, as I was saying, boring 2020 - can we magically restart this year!?!?! Okies, yes I can. haha......tomorrow is the 5 days out of time and then we start the new year. Wow what!? I think my wish was answered, even in a childish way but it's giving me some hope.....anyhows.

My mind has stopped for few years as I am trying to be "grounded", to work hard........yet, I cannot deny, one part of me is suffocating. My inner being. I am not someone who search for happiness.....I tend to search for saddness. And I dont think I search for neither now.....there is blockage to describe my thoughts & numbness.....but, I feel, as I embark on this alignment for planetary consciousness with Yosoy Red and Matias......I feel, there is starting some changes in me, though I got no words for it, so I have to write write & write.

"I AM TRANSFORMATION"

Seeing my happy dog's face makes me happy from within, I hope whoever stumbles on here she makes u smile also. xoxo