Dream with 5 men.....

Kinda like a nightmare but it's quite interesting on some parts

First part, I was hving a sexual experiement with this man, who actually was making a clone of me, trying to replicate my few different spots, specially 3 spots......I could see in a chamber with another me (no face) but a body, reacting to same stimuli as mine....weird.....

But his family arrived home and so I left

Then I got home, it's kinda like a big mansion, but I kept my 2 dogs in a room, I went to open it......

And then I realize I had a gigantic balcony......kinda like a palace.....and yet I could see some winding stairs case above me, with a pool and restuarant

People sitting there could see me sleep, I was shocked to this idea....as I thought to myself in my dream, damn, I always walked ard and slept naked.

Next, I felt unsafe so I was trying to go out. Suddenly a long shinny blade cut across the air in front of me.......it's like samari sword, blade...dunno, I just knew it's v long, carried by a fat man. He said to me, dont go.......U r spied by 3 men living above. They are going to come down and hurt you anytime they knew they could......so I went back in............

Starting to jump around, so as to make noise that...to signal them I am with companies, etc....

it's actually 3 arabic guyz.

Funny enough....I was told I was haunted by 3 men for years in real life....damn,,,,,,errie......

My iphone ghost dream

I had a horribke maybe food poisoning or serious stomach cramp from curse - I laid in bed for 3 days, slept for maybe 50+ hours. That kind of pain - worse than my worst period pain - I thought I was about to die - than I wonder, how many times it would be if vs childbirth - I hope it's only double of what I experienced, then maybe I would think about it - if it's three times, then forget it......:))

OK, well, this ghost dream, I gotta say - after the dream, my pain was so much better. hehe, not sure if my action in there cured me or not.

Anyways, there were 2 parts - 

1st part was, I checked into this hotel. The staff was really really rude, but apparently it was located at a big tourist place with really huge beach & sea, in the midst of gigantic cliff - I know it's not from earth. I was on biz, not for fun, so I didnt really care much about the hotel service. I remembered I met some people, maybe biz meeting - but hazey memory now - anyhow 2 things I remembered clearly was - when I was to take a lift to 14th floor, it wasnt the normal lift. It was in a form of Roller Coaster and the structure was gignatic - I guess in that universe, going to 14th floor from ground didnt mean going up, but going laterally. I recalled, I screamed while on the lift as it was a really really thrilling ride. So next scene was I witnessed how they killed fish. It's the most bloody stomach turned way - it's gigantic fish also - bigger than human at least 2-3 times. Those butcher would put them on the top of a car- knifed in the middle without touching the head. Then both sides of flesh were left opened then they would use a knife to remove the bone. However, the fish head didnt look like a fish but a bulldog....hehe....honestly I almost threw up in my dream and even now. I also recalled - I was talking to myself, when I woke up from this dream, I shouldnt eat fish anymore. :))

Then 2nd part was the iphone ghosts.

While I was lying in bed in my dream with my darling puppy - Lottie, she tugged into my bosom sleeping. I was noticing on my phone - a picture (ewww....even now I typed it, I had goosebumps) - there was a female ghost in the background and she started really serious killing the people in the pictures. It was so so so bloody & eerie & scary that I knew I gotta quickly pressed delete in order to save those souls - but my phone was hanged temporarily coz I was too......excitedly agitatedly pressing the trash button. It was so eerie that Lottie was shaking frighteningly even in sleep that I got more angry with that ghost in my iphone- she could even affect my dog in such a way from a distance. So I kept killing her.........there...........but it was too scary that I was woken up from the dream in sweat.

:D

The outcast in moon dream

I had this dream -
A group of people including me landed in a planet - it should be a moon which was bigger than earth.
Then somehow we were attacked by people from mercury as they wanted to steal our resources - like chunk of glacier or something like that.
And we didnt know why we would be landed there - vaguely I could remember there was a vessel. But, I could actually assess thru something like iPhone to search for pple from the past. Like a video game - I could go around to search - esp I was supposed to find a blonde woman & a man. I couldnt remember why I gotta find them, maybe they were my parents or.....frens, not sure. And I was trying to adjust to play the "virtual reality" game - and I could locate the man but he was sleeping, then the woman, she was talking with a group of people.

Then among the population (maybe less than 10 people) there's this gal - only gal from the past and she kept singing a song which contained all info fr the past - I could only remember the last sentence - goes like "find the past from shadow" (Well, I think I was inspired within the dream coz I turned on my dvd and at the end of the dvd they would keep playing the song - which would sound like ....duh duh duh shallow.......

N she did try to explain why the people the past died and why mercury pple come to steal our stuff. Actually I was so agitated by her, since she was explaining and at the same time singing - as I felt she was hiding something and got no where to explain how we could "survive" and I got really mad then, I questioned her - why everyone died except her and why not we actually went to Mercury & stole their stuff too (eye for an eye, U see)

Since the place we landed was actually a moon which was much bigger than earth hence it meant we cudnt go far and we couldnt roam around. I think since I am in real life slightly claustrophobic - actually not really but it's more to do with freedom - I need to get out of a place anytime I want to....but I dunno what's the real term for it.


Anyways, then I was woken up......:)) Haha what a weird dream!!!

Telepathy

I once had a story of 2 lovers who were apart, yet they could communicate via telepathy. I believe in such possibility. And I think somewhat I got that in my life. Certain times, I was writing something down - and this person would somehow send me a msg that kinda answered what I was asking or writing on the letter. 

Then, I kept hving dream of the same person today, for all 24 hrs. I mean if I did sleep for 24 hrs. One dream was quite weird, I was driving on the left side, must be BCN influenced, yet I cant actually drive. So I was stumbling on driving the car, which I could manage somehow - this car was that person's car, I also dunno why I was driving his car. Then, I looked to the right, I saw 2 french friends that I knew of in another car, next scene, they were already on my right seats. And somehow, they wanted to take over the driving, and it was like those fantasy dream in movies - one on the far right was kinda like whistling & dancing abit while moving around 2 things in front of the car- kinda like since now they are all the right hand side, so the tools should try to bend to the "left way". Then the middle gal was driving though the wheel was with me. It's kinda surreal. Yes also, there was no brakes - more like hidden brakes. And we reached a toll or something - and I gotta pay the toll , at the same time I opened a box of presents with many fruits in it - then I heard the telepathy message. He said I gotta no worries and he would pay for the toll and then also some other telepathic msg amongst the fruits. Weird......................

My strip dream

Woke up today, unusually early for a Sunday.

I remembered traces of my dream.

When I opened my eyes, I thought of 2 messages.

OK, how the dream went. Basically, I think I was trying to find projects for my work. So I went around, but also not in a desperate mood, more like networking kind. So I stumbled on the previous "people" - and we chatted alittle bit, and realized that the owner had taken on another team - which I thought to myself, hoho, good luck, she has no direction. But when I saw their info, it was actually pretty OK, so inside of me.....I was happy for them finally they were doing something right. Then duh duh duh....cant recall, there was some eating involved with some resturants etc....anyhows. 

- I think this part of the dream is saying, I will keep searching and wont give up. I dunno. hehe.

Next was, it showed my fearless side or just plain exhibitionist style. :P

I think I was asked to enter some project or contest, I got no clue what was prior to this. But someone asked me to take off my clothes, topless. And on the right side was some casual people - males, behind me on the left was another bunch - females. These 2 groups were not in the "committee", more like passerby. Honestly, if they didnt talk, I wouldnt notice they existed (very much my personality - many times I didnt know some people exist). 

And so I took off my top and then my bra (hehe), like nobody business. Then behind me, the female gang started talking - Oh, how could she do that? The guyz are here. I then just ignored them basically, and thought to myself - if they see they see. It's no big deal being topless. hehehehe.........(HAHAHAHHA)

- This also reflects my personality, how much indeed I dont really care what people think. Honestly speaking, this is a lie, everyone does care what other pple think or say about them, but to me, I already work through 80% of it....so now I could boldly say, I dont really care what other people talk about me.

Interesting dream for me. ummm. :)

Pursue + Fearless. Lethal Combination!

Vampire/Zombie dreams & Karma

1. Vampire/Zombie Dream

Well, I just had a vam/zom - I couldnt tell it's Vamp or Zomb, anyways, either.....that one in my dream bit my hand. It was in some sort of morgue, brightly-lit, and few of us - galz (dont really know them, must be my buddies in the alternate universe 103) - we were trying to fight the vamp (lets imagine it's a vamp, nicer), it's a SHE as well. 

How it started was some corpse came alive or something - then we galz trying to leave the room but she was chasing us and we kept throwing some objects to her. There was a trick, we could throw her....maybe it's some kind of blue substance and I suspect she luved eating that and she would kinda pause & grabbed it. Then it would be the moment we could run - so we all ran from the room and I knew she couldnt get outta the room so we tried to shut it - and there shud be another gal but she wasnt helping at all - BITCH! And I was trying to shut the door & got bitten, ie when I got woken up.

Somehow I am not scared. Anyways, so I checked the dream dictionary:

- To dream that you are attacked by zombies, indicate that you are feeling overwhelmed by forces beyond your control. You are under tremendous stress in your waking life. Alternatively, the dream represents your fears of being helpless and overpowered.

- To see a vampire in your dream, symbolizes seduction and sensuality, as well as fear and death. The vampire represents contrasting images of civilized nobility and aggression/ferocity. It may depict someone in your waking life whose charm may ultimately prove harmful. Deep down inside, you know that this person is bad for you, yet you are still drawn to him or her. Vampires also sometimes relate to decisions about sex and losing your virginity. Alternatively, to see a vampire suggests that you are feeling physically or emotionally drained. The vampire may also be symbolic of someone who is addicted to drugs or someone in an obsessive relationship.

I cant understand how vampire, zombie relates to sex, and overwhelmed or drained....though yes I am very drained as a person but I am getting very filled up too in all aspects, esp mind....but that tires me out too....does it mean my dream has given me signs?? Anyways, kinda interesting.

2, Karma

Mr Zoodgar asked me what's the meaning of Karma. I am quite intrigued as he's pretty smart dude with revolver brain in his own language....haha. Karma sounds like such an easy word, yet when I attempted to explain then I realized I didnt ever try to check the meaning of  the word Karma. I just somehow "knew" the meaning of the word when I first heard about it.

I knew it, as I used phase to explain, which I always understood since youth - maybe coz of my studies, I needed to do alotta research. Hence, I came to conclude that everything is a grouping, a pattern, a category. And as for me, I like to categorize things or people - despite some are openly against the way I do it, I feel it fits me pretty well, as long as I keep open-mind and flexibility.

I feel that Karma is like a hamster running around the revolving circle - and our duties-  somehow is to learn how to "break" the pattern or jump out from the revolving thing. And the circle or pattern of things which give rise to chain reactions - are in my dictionary, vaguely, my version of "Karma".

http://dharma.ncf.ca/introduction/truths/karma2.html

In Buddhist teaching, the law of karma, says only this: `for every event that occurs, there will follow another event whose existence was caused by the first, and this second event will be pleasant or unpleasant according as its cause was skillful or unskillful.' A skillful event is one that is not accompanied by craving, resistance or delusions; an unskillful event is one that is accompanied by any one of those things. (Events are not skillful in themselves, but are so called only in virtue of the mental events that occur with them.) 

(Sorry, maybe I did check the word meaning but not in english - I think maybe I asked some of my very spiritual mystic fren - they gave me a chinese word which then I correlated to my "version" - which I thought mine sound more +ve than the chinese word....anyways. )

Swing

Few things I luv -

1. Pendulum

2. resonance effects within  benzene rings

3. momentum

4. intra- & extra-cellular matrix

Yes I was a science student.

I did very well in chemistry though I forgot most stuff already but there are still some trace of a notion, of a drawing, etc. My frenz asked me why I could do so well, I said I dunno, I just could feel the stuff.

Pendulum - someone described me as that, my logic vs emotion

resonance - I just feel so awed by that power

momentum - u kick it, it starts to run 

intra- & extra - cellular matrix - I always wondered since young if there's life within life within life......

(I always imagined that my hair was the universe of another race or people.....and they were living in it)

Anyhow..................................................what I am trying to say. Just some background.

I have been asking myself some questions lately. It bothered me alot, as I so couldnt understand the situation I have been in. I have to tell frankly, I am very very tired and fatigued from my life. I thought of ending it couple of weeks ago, as I got really tired N emptied out. And of coz I hv been reading different books, somehow I want to jumpstart something......u know, something.......

So last nite, I had a dream. Actually, now I am not sure if it's dream within a dream or basically 2 dreams separately. Both dreams I was on a swing. But in one scenario, the background wasnt like earth, more like a highly advanced thing, coz it had a very tall bldg (my memory is very vague) - so i was on the swing, it swinged really high, and so I asked, why I could swing so high to the sky....(it's like I could swing so high, same level as the bldg). So somehow I semi woke up from another dream or real life, now I couldnt tell - my mind told me that it's the answer to the question I asked before I fell asleep.......................................

The swing is my answer.

Weird Dreams

I think, really, first thing one should do is to record their dreams if they could remember. I havnt been diligent about it but I did have vague memory of 2 dreams.

I realize that many of my dreams have something to do with water, guess maybe my star sign is of water. This recent dream, I couldnt recall the specific, but the only thing I remember, instead of running across a highway, I gotta swim across a highway of river - inside which many giant fish looking like some greyish whales....but they were not exactly the fish that I know of. Somehow, I just gotta swim across it. 

Anyways, apart from water monsters, underrwater training, this is another one related to water. It's good I am not of fire sign.....hahahahaah

Second one was last night. I dreamt I was in this apartment - kinda old with old furniture. While I was playing around with my date, he told me he didnt like my place. It's old. So I said coz it's so cheap, I just needed to rent it.....he said everywhere is dust, but I was fine as I didnt have allergy.....keke. Then next scene was at a dinner party - somehow they were all rich people. Another guy came to me and said - u know what. I could transfer the stock share to you since your flat belonged to the listed company - I said, wow, could you do that? He said, of coz he could.......lol...alternate dimension, people still wanted to benefit me. Then another guy came to me, should be my date or a friend....I couldnt remember, he said, U gotta move. I said, well, I got no money to move, and he said...I would pay for you. Then I started to tell of the ghost story and people were gathering around me in aweee.....................kekekekekekeke

I think in the alternate dimension of me, I was also experiencing financial problems, but the "she-me" was lucky as she knew all the rich guyz. keke

an explosive, mechanical dream

Wow, I luv this dream as it has some kind of mechanical thing behind it, though I think it's not entirely sound, but I believe in another universe, it may. HAHA.

I was at a building. With quite a no of artists in an apartment. Each could present their own work. My friend, I think it's him - POW (we are not that close but he's a photographer in real life), so he was showing his "painting" or "patchwork"......it was a cozy place indeed. The bldg is not the chinese one, more like a french old building or Mediterranean sort, not sure until I visit one some day. 

Anyhow, the whole bldg, I suspect, inhabited everyone that we knew.....somehow there was a commotion, so simultaneously, everyone was opening their door and shut it. So somehow, it created a vaccum suction - and BOMB, the walls blew up and flew all the stuff to everywhere. And...we human got caught into middle of it, and as for me, I got various parts stuck in my arms and stuff. However, it was kinda casual and I just pluck them out like a sting - no bleeding or whatsoever.

Then "police" came and accused of POW - supposedly an engineer as well. He was accused for not staying in the bldg to ensure the intact of the bldg, as at that universe, an engineer was responsible for such cause.

Actually, I am just attempting to write, but it was not even 5% close to what I saw in my dream.

SO COOL......^^

Maggie & Leon in My dream....

Man, I have been having really vivid dreams lately. I am trying to put them down as best as I could.

I dreamt of a conversation between Maggie Cheung & Leon Lai. And I was present.

I believe he was asking her at various occasions - so you never told me how you wanted me to treat you. Tell me what I should do. Why are you not letting me know what I should do, etc etc etc.......so I could be with you.

Maggie wasnt responding much and somehow I felt she was upset. So I stepped forward and started scolding him. 

- WHAT!??!?!?! You need her to tell you?!?! ok, WELL, have you even bothered to have started doing anything without knowing "the criteria"? 

He was dumbstuck.

So if not, then why the heck you are asking her. You havnt even tried, and U r asking her???? I AM ASKING U AR, HAVE YOU EVEN TIRED AR???? ANSWER ME LAAAAAA

Then MAggie tried to pull me away and asked me to go....so I could calm down myself. Then I saw my ex....he dressed in the most horrible some kind of knitted wear...............he was trying to talk to me, I was like trying to growl at him. hehhehhee.....guess everytime I got tantrums in dreams, when I feel like yelling at someone - he would appear!!!! LOL

Dream about my Parents

LOL.....how they got me!!!!!

Well, first off, I had a dream about a psycho......I couldnt remember if he had some kinda superpower or not. I just remember he knew he was trying to call me, and I was trying not to answer the call, and I used I got a project somewhere...etc etc.....and he went there to look for me......buzzing me......the fact was I was so tired that I went home to sleep.....inside the dream, I was quite scared of him, somehow I knew maybe he would kill me or something.

Then, the next moment was how my dad & my mom met....I always believe they had me hence they got married. I never confirm with them. hehe...anyways...........inside the dream, my mom was very chic kinda gal back in her time, they were dressed as 60's, 70's look. And she was out with her frenz (actually I think they told me in real, they met in a picnic or something, very old-school)......she wanted to dance. Then, there was this special effect fog inside of the "disco"......ie where my dad appeared. He started to chat my mom up but my mom was kinda ignoring him. He said it's his first time, my mom of coz was abit skeptical about that. Then, my mom was trying to find her frenz, and my dad asked her "dont leave me here"....kakakaka, she was really quite chic & pretty there. Anyways, the final shot was my mom couldnt get home so my dad brouight him home............of coz the bed thing I didnt dream but I knew what they were doing next.

LOL, I AM SO SICKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.....................................

Weird, maybe I hv had alotta dreams about my family, only these 2 nites I could remember.

Lesbian Dream

I had 2 dreams today. Though, I had some kinda hangover....I had one 50cl or a pint(?) hoegarden, 2 white, then some chiva, some more beer at K......YAWN.

OK first dream.

I was taking my sis boy somehow to go to a theme park with very thrilling rides. I did put him on alotta clothes, and when I arrived, my mom told me that he was cold.....then I said, maybe forgot to let him wear a scarf. Then, somehow I made my whole family (no dad) to ride the game....and it was quite scary. I kept thinking maybe somehow the ride wud throw my sis boy out. hahaha.....but in my head I was actually thinking, how often I forced them to do the things I want to do....:P

Then, 2nd dream was a lesbian dream. She's a korean. Not so much we did stuff. It was more talking but I kinda knew we were an item.However, we were kinda breaking up as well. I am not sure I was actually a man or a woman in the dream, lets assume I was a woman to make it more interesting. 

Anyhow, I was at her place. She rented a very unusal corner......I believe the house has few storey, all open space. So each floor (very small, maybe max 200 sq ft or 20 sq m) and with the bathroom at the top floor. Then somehow, we gathered to play a board game.......with other dudes. And I recognize one face - she appeared in my dream before. And she was pregnant and we were congratulating her for her wedding in coming days.......weird, huh!!??

Guess, maybe I was in my alternate universe. I went there once in a while with my present soul. hehe.....I could very well be a les there, or bi. I prefer bi....more choices. hehe. Thoug what fathomed me was the gal that I knew.....she was in my other dreams....ie the weird part, guess she was single before and now in this present tense, she was getting married.

Ummm, apart from believing in fairy tales, I do believe in alternate universe. I mean more like being intrigued by it, as it's I believe why we have deja vu, or dreams like that.

Interesting!!!!!

I AM JEALOUS

Bruce had a very very detailed ploted Inception dream

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I want it too.
Maybe I am too shallow. Shits.

:(

It always started off like this....

Well, Whenever I have stress, I always have a similar dreamset location - Melbourne. My mind always wanders off there.

Last night, the same, I had a dream of the street I wandered alot when I was there - everytime the place looks different in my dream, this time I wanted to find 3 shops. One would be vintage shop. Another one is always pastry shop - I dont actually go there for pastry, and in reality there was no pastry shop there. Third one, I got no idea what it is and I couldnt remember.........

This time, I was debating in my dream, as usually my dreamset would be different, There was always very elaborate stretch of restaurants - it's not Victoria market, but its a whole stretch of things. So I was telling myself it's a dream, the other one was also a dream. It's good this time I didnt have to be on a tram, as there were always various trams and I gotta walk to the right terminals to take the right tram - in other dreams I always got lost. I rarely got lost with trams when I was in Melb, as I could always felt the rite ones to take.

Too bad the currency is so high, going back there for a visit to my 2nd home wouldnt be at all a bad idea......

I have been bitten by a snake

Funny Story.

Oh, sorry, did I mention it's a dream?! haha

OK, as u know I had a dream about a golden pyton with 2 huge giant sea turtles.

Just now, I had another dream about snake. weird.

It seemed this snake - beige with some pattern - was supposed to be some sorta pet so it could roam around the room. I hate snake so it's not possible I wanted it so much to have one around me at all. Anyhow. The next scene was as usual (like the previous one) - Lottie showed up, this time Shadow also showed up. At first, shadow was chasing after it, so I was trying to separate them. It worked. But when the snake gnawed on Lottie, I couldnt break them apart, except using my hand to let it bite me instead. And it bit so hard that its teeth marks were so vivid. But I was fine, didnt die. I remembered saying to someone, Oh no big deal, just some marks. Next I went on a dinner, started drinking - then I felt that the venom mix with the alcohol so fast that I got drunk straighaway then fainted.

However, supposedly in dream life, things could vary alittle, Lottie's behaviour had no diff. She was trying to chase after it, even she was bitten badly - and we gotta use a divider to separate them. My goodness, why would I think I should keep a snake and do stuff to keep its quiet space?! Weird.

dreams

Do you guyz have a group of frenz who would share dreams? The real dreams. The sleeping dreams? I do.

Actually it may have started off with 2 pple only - guess me & L will share dreams like dirty dreams, or sci-fi dreams. And I gotta say L's dreams are always so vivid so crafted so plot-detailed, and always with a twist. Mine is always scattered, but then somehow I always find the ideas within my dreams are pretty awesome. Actually, until now, I realize only 2 of us would share but the others would read. 

I think we all pass 20's and to substain friendship isnt as easy or as hard as before. In 20's, you can break up with your frenz so easily, maybe just one drunken nite or topic. Now, it takes some more maybe money, biz to break up frenz. Yet, it wouldnt be as easy to make frenz either now, you cudnt afford to talk for 5 hrs non-stop when U gotta work tomorrow. I guess I am somehow still living in my 20's - I talk still with pple for hours, the reasons I dun get much opportunity to talk till dawn is simple - people have nothing to say, no topics, no individual mindsets.

I hope we can all share our dreams, be it a weird, kinky, dirty ones or very sci-fi end of the world kind. I will share my dreams here, as usual - but lately I am so tired all the time I got no dreams. O, no, actually I got some, I will share in next post.