I had this dream -
A group of people including me landed in a planet - it should be a moon which was bigger than earth.
Then somehow we were attacked by people from mercury as they wanted to steal our resources - like chunk of glacier or something like that.
And we didnt know why we would be landed there - vaguely I could remember there was a vessel. But, I could actually assess thru something like iPhone to search for pple from the past. Like a video game - I could go around to search - esp I was supposed to find a blonde woman & a man. I couldnt remember why I gotta find them, maybe they were my parents or.....frens, not sure. And I was trying to adjust to play the "virtual reality" game - and I could locate the man but he was sleeping, then the woman, she was talking with a group of people.
Then among the population (maybe less than 10 people) there's this gal - only gal from the past and she kept singing a song which contained all info fr the past - I could only remember the last sentence - goes like "find the past from shadow" (Well, I think I was inspired within the dream coz I turned on my dvd and at the end of the dvd they would keep playing the song - which would sound like ....duh duh duh shallow.......
N she did try to explain why the people the past died and why mercury pple come to steal our stuff. Actually I was so agitated by her, since she was explaining and at the same time singing - as I felt she was hiding something and got no where to explain how we could "survive" and I got really mad then, I questioned her - why everyone died except her and why not we actually went to Mercury & stole their stuff too (eye for an eye, U see)
Since the place we landed was actually a moon which was much bigger than earth hence it meant we cudnt go far and we couldnt roam around. I think since I am in real life slightly claustrophobic - actually not really but it's more to do with freedom - I need to get out of a place anytime I want to....but I dunno what's the real term for it.
Anyways, then I was woken up......:)) Haha what a weird dream!!!
Wednesday, 21 September 2011
1King Chapter 13
As I mentioned quite many times, I luv the story of Solomon, esp attracted by his wisdom. So as I continued to read on & I read this - kinda baffled me alittle. Why would the so-called man of God without even being named, and why was he killed by the lion though not eaten - coz he was deceived by another man of god - the old prophet. Well, couldnt umm the deity give him a slack as he's new in town? I think HE should kill the old prophet instead of the new.young one, at least he did try. Baffling.....
8 But the man of God answered the king, “Even if you were to give me half your possessions, I would not go with you, nor would I eat bread or drink water here. 9 For I was commanded by the word of the LORD: ‘You must not eat bread or drink water or return by the way you came.’” 10 So he took another road and did not return by the way he had come to Bethel.
11 Now there was a certain old prophet living in Bethel, whose sons came and told him all that the man of God had done there that day. They also told their father what he had said to the king. 12 Their father asked them, “Which way did he go?” And his sons showed him which road the man of God from Judah had taken. 13 So he said to his sons, “Saddle the donkey for me.” And when they had saddled the donkey for him, he mounted it 14 and rode after the man of God. He found him sitting under an oak tree and asked, “Are you the man of God who came from Judah?”
“I am,” he replied.
15 So the prophet said to him, “Come home with me and eat.”
16 The man of God said, “I cannot turn back and go with you, nor can I eat bread or drink water with you in this place. 17 I have been told by the word of the LORD: ‘You must not eat bread or drink water there or return by the way you came.’”
18 The old prophet answered, “I too am a prophet, as you are. And an angel said to me by the word of the LORD: ‘Bring him back with you to your house so that he may eat bread and drink water.’” (But he was lying to him.) 19 So the man of God returned with him and ate and drank in his house.
20 While they were sitting at the table, the word of the LORD came to the old prophet who had brought him back. 21 He cried out to the man of God who had come from Judah, “This is what the LORD says: ‘You have defied the word of the LORD and have not kept the command the LORD your God gave you. 22 You came back and ate bread and drank water in the place where he told you not to eat or drink. Therefore your body will not be buried in the tomb of your ancestors.’”
23 When the man of God had finished eating and drinking, the prophet who had brought him back saddled his donkey for him. 24 As he went on his way, a lion met him on the road and killed him, and his body was left lying on the road, with both the donkey and the lion standing beside it. 25 Some people who passed by saw the body lying there, with the lion standing beside the body, and they went and reported it in the city where the old prophet lived.
26 When the prophet who had brought him back from his journey heard of it, he said, “It is the man of God who defied the word of the LORD. The LORD has given him over to the lion, which has mauled him and killed him, as the word of the LORD had warned him.”
8 But the man of God answered the king, “Even if you were to give me half your possessions, I would not go with you, nor would I eat bread or drink water here. 9 For I was commanded by the word of the LORD: ‘You must not eat bread or drink water or return by the way you came.’” 10 So he took another road and did not return by the way he had come to Bethel.
11 Now there was a certain old prophet living in Bethel, whose sons came and told him all that the man of God had done there that day. They also told their father what he had said to the king. 12 Their father asked them, “Which way did he go?” And his sons showed him which road the man of God from Judah had taken. 13 So he said to his sons, “Saddle the donkey for me.” And when they had saddled the donkey for him, he mounted it 14 and rode after the man of God. He found him sitting under an oak tree and asked, “Are you the man of God who came from Judah?”
“I am,” he replied.
15 So the prophet said to him, “Come home with me and eat.”
16 The man of God said, “I cannot turn back and go with you, nor can I eat bread or drink water with you in this place. 17 I have been told by the word of the LORD: ‘You must not eat bread or drink water there or return by the way you came.’”
18 The old prophet answered, “I too am a prophet, as you are. And an angel said to me by the word of the LORD: ‘Bring him back with you to your house so that he may eat bread and drink water.’” (But he was lying to him.) 19 So the man of God returned with him and ate and drank in his house.
20 While they were sitting at the table, the word of the LORD came to the old prophet who had brought him back. 21 He cried out to the man of God who had come from Judah, “This is what the LORD says: ‘You have defied the word of the LORD and have not kept the command the LORD your God gave you. 22 You came back and ate bread and drank water in the place where he told you not to eat or drink. Therefore your body will not be buried in the tomb of your ancestors.’”
23 When the man of God had finished eating and drinking, the prophet who had brought him back saddled his donkey for him. 24 As he went on his way, a lion met him on the road and killed him, and his body was left lying on the road, with both the donkey and the lion standing beside it. 25 Some people who passed by saw the body lying there, with the lion standing beside the body, and they went and reported it in the city where the old prophet lived.
26 When the prophet who had brought him back from his journey heard of it, he said, “It is the man of God who defied the word of the LORD. The LORD has given him over to the lion, which has mauled him and killed him, as the word of the LORD had warned him.”
Tuesday, 20 September 2011
Currency
I never understand currency and I honestly dont want to understand ever....except whatever I have is on the rise. My fren Bruce told me once, money is just fluid - basically there's no ever real money in the world. I contemplated this for long time.....kinda get it then also dun get it. :)
Then, today, I have a thought. Actually every part of our life is marked with the label of some form of currency. It doesnt have to be money. It could be time. It could be how much one is willing to offer or to take risk - for e.g. in an adventure. Or how much one is willing to give - for e.g. love.
I remember once, my ex told me - "I wish I met you first so I wouldnt have to marry my ex-wife (HAHAHAHAH - idiot). And lets see how we continue on, maybe I will marry U too" - Holy molly shitass idiotic mother+dad licking fucker. :) I think - he labelled luv with a conditional currency which - he wouldnt be willing to pay. I mean, it makes sense he says that, but you shouldnt put this currency - the reducing currency on the table. How could a relationship be "getting better" or "brighter" when conditions apply.
Though, maybe he's right, it just doesnt rhyme with me at all. Hence the currency became negative. I mean at least, I never wanted to exchange with him at all.
And I started to understand my ex-boss - a s'porean - he always said, so how you justify, quantify the outcome. I mean at 1st I hated it - coz it's sp stressful to answer when I wasnt dealing with sales. But I learnt quickly that - everything a boss expects has to be revenue striving - hence the quantification. I think it's totally fine, so from then on, I always try to enhance my quantifiable value in every aspect I can, coz I want to be valuable in my jobs. And hence I feel my currency level is higher than most as I understand the game better.
Then friendship - how to see the currency. Lately, I realize that some frenz who will do all out to be there. I experienced my shares, fortunately - that makes my life worth living, while, of coz to me, their currency value is high. I wont forsake them when they face troubles, or when they need me. This is a currency exchange chain - people need to get it and should never ask, why I got no one to be there for them.
What I want to say is that my fren - I love her dearly - after seeing it, I even more swear to myself, one day - no matter how difficult I would protect her. She's always there for her frens - and clearly every week she has many people who would want to meet up with her. She's not 20's....in our 20's, people call U out becoz U r fun to be with, After 30's, people call U becoz U r a good fren to be with. I see the golden soul, crystal spirit in her - clean & spotless towards taking care and being there for others. Her currency is high and keeps on the rising - I bet hers will never drop, she will always have a buffer underneath her, despite how life could be torturing us out of random at times.
Anyhow.........at the end, no matter how honest or genuine we think we are. Everything comes with a currency - and it's translated into efforts, time, love quantity, quality or a giant castle or bank account.......whatever it is, we say there's no way to measure - yet there's ALWAYS another form of currency. As for my blog......I appreciate those who read here occasionally - ie the currency you have given me - your brain juice & time. And on another more personal blog, that someone will read it everyday no matter how difficult it is - then he has offered me the currency of seriousness & me-important value.
Thanks U all.
My theta brainwave is low
Lately, I feel creativity compromised, mind rotten, heart/emotion stale. I think my theta wave is low in my head, maybe I should re-read Little Prince (yes Children tend to have more theta waves).
I have heard about brainwaves sometime ago - but I forgot which one is which one, esp a master sharing w me, why churches singing choir, or why temple has those ringbells, and why people chant - they are some form of brainwaves to bring you to spiritual enlightened/heightened.
And hence, I am desperately in need for some spiritual/creative reimbursement shooting up in my head. So I went to 2nd bookshop to get a Alpha-Theta CD. When I was at their shop listening, the vibration was so high, basically - I was almost in a trance & my brain matter was also vibrating like in the sea, front, back, front back. At times, I would experience similar thing at church or temple chanting.
I strongly believe one thing that - I can reach 'GOD"/s easily, I dont mean in a bragful way. What I mean is I do have some form of connection with the universe and well aware of it. And different religious people have confirmed this - thou they are always vague anyhow. U know, religious people, dont know why they can never say things straight.
Now, listening at home - I didnt feel as strong & powerful, but I am indeed interested to explore, and while, strangely - these 2 days I did have weird dreams. Not something very sci-fi but at least I remembered it and was able to record it partially. One was....I got a souvenir from somewhere - it's fusion elements from Mars and it can glow in the dark.
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