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Thursday, 12 July 2012

Dream with 5 men.....

Kinda like a nightmare but it's quite interesting on some parts
First part, I was hving a sexual experiement with this man, who actually was making a clone of me, trying to replicate my few different spots, specially 3 spots......I could see in a chamber with another me (no face) but a body, reacting to same stimuli as mine....weird.....

But his family arrived home and so I left

Then I got home, it's kinda like a big mansion, but I kept my 2 dogs in a room, I went to open it......

And then I realize I had a gigantic balcony......kinda like a palace.....and yet I could see some winding stairs case above me, with a pool and restuarant

People sitting there could see me sleep, I was shocked to this idea....as I thought to myself in my dream, damn, I always walked ard and slept naked.

Next, I felt unsafe so I was trying to go out. Suddenly a long shinny blade cut across the air in front of me.......it's like samari sword, blade...dunno, I just knew it's v long, carried by a fat man. He said to me, dont go.......U r spied by 3 men living above. They are going to come down and hurt you anytime they knew they could......so I went back in............

Starting to jump around, so as to make noise that...to signal them I am with companies, etc....

it's actually 3 arabic guyz.

Funny enough....I was told I was haunted by 3 men for years in real life....damn,,,,,,errie......

Summer.......is tiring me out

I always hate summer......it's sticky, sweaty,....rain.sun
i belong to vampire world, dark and breezy
didnt write for a while, I think
my mood has been stale
no nothing, somewhat........
work is crazy, as usual
I had few days off but I took sickie today
as I just want to escape
from reality
It's terrible, I know
but I just need to escape.....once in a while
I guess, this trip I didnt go by myself
I went with a fren
it suffocated me
now I started to understand
I cant indeed go on trip with anyone, if we sleep in same room
 
I will need days to recover this effect
I dun mean I would feel this with my bf or something
coz with a bf, I can be myself
I can tell him I want to go to this shopping mall or do massage......while U sit in the pool checking out hotties in tiny bikinis
I now could un....I am no woman's frenz....
I cant be.....
it's too much for me.....
I dont mind taking care of people, but I dont like at same time
when....I just want to sit in the hotel room doing nothing daydreaming
to me, that's rest, that's vacation
 
shopping in bangkok of coz is wonderful
but I just realize I didnt actual;ly buy anything....substantial
except....a pc, a blanket, very very cheap, hand knitted by peasants......
 
what the fuck wrong is my problem???? Am I such loner or self absorbed bitch?
guess I am both
and guess I am destined to be alone......shits...
how daunting is this notion!?!?!