Facelift of Hong Kong

Even though I kinda live in the middle of HK,\ - in terms of buzz and fuzz. I rarely know what's happening around here.....for e.g., I lost my Times SQ cinema, until much later, then floods of unknown mainland chinese standing on the street - NOT SHOPPING....what the heck they are doing there!? Today, I walked past causewaybay and I could feel HK is changing too fast, this time it's too fast! In the past, we kept changing coz we want to be more cosmopolitan, more international.....now everything is changing for the rich mainland....frankly it's perfectly fine, for the group of 30's to 40's....we got a glimpse of old HK, and we got a glimpse of pre 97 HK, and got a glimpse of post 97......and we are still striving. I feel we musthave something to say!!!

So I am going to start another blog and will invite few of my frenz, be it hk local, or whatever....as long as U want to pen down ur views towards the changing of HK, be it chinese, japanese, english or arabic, I welcome you. Of coz, U need to at least contribute at least 3 articles....

tick tick tic k......lemm think think. I want to save the memory we once had.....and still have....and we can pass them on to the post 80's or post 90's....ok, let me start inviting first. And will keep everyone in the loop!

when given and taken hv been a mis-up

Give & take, universal rule for balance.
But
no one wud tell me their bosses hv given them more than enough.
when bosses give, they r determined to take
and it's the normal rule, normal society game

but who wants to be taken without given?
Who can endure the feeling of always giving out and never given back, so should we just be giving up or just giving in!?

Taken....taken by surprise with goodies is great, constantly, I have been taken to this dirty corner to feel pain.....it's too much for me, getting too much......lately, constantly I cant breathe, I feel the needs to vomit, I feel beaten......

so, I want to go away, not stay here....be a real bird being free from cage....

Sometimes it takes a lifetime to get it, if U r lucky....

I am a man's gal, as someone says....it's true. I am indeed a man's gal. I practically have hard time talking to women....as they r petty, competitive (with no grounds)......and....etc etc. And someone shares with me......after a almost 2 decades of marriage, he finally realized that his ex spouse treated him like shits and the thing is....I said to him....it's fantastic U realized "u allowed her to treat u like shits". I dont un us. I dont un humans.

Why....we r so caught up with torture?! We love to be in pain......well, most I guess. All of U r going to disagree with me, but spend 3 days with me, tell me your stories, I can 100% be sure.....I am going to scoop out your pain! Many a time, we wud say - I am being responsible, I am just fulfilling duty, I am just being a good person......in this world, if one doesnt luv oneself, nobody is genuinely gonna luv u. I think all the merits are great, but........when we cud never get outta it (tell me, really? U cant? they cant? I cant? and why....why some pple can!?!?!?!), we r trapped in within.....I dare say, we dont deserve to be happy.

How many humans r happy??? We all know certain theories and thoughts.....but we r not happy. I am never a happy person, for many years when I was in my 20's, I always asked - what's happy? I dont un....really....how cud one say one is happy? I cud never say I was happy. But as gradually, I developed a high EQ persona - ah Q (from a chinese author's character), I gradually have been drawn closer to happiness, though, I still cant say I am happy person - but I am a hopeful person, with very good regenerating system as I explain to my frens.

 

Why I cud say I am a fairy tale gal?! As no matter how broken I have been, I always find ways to mend them back......I then wud keep on hving hope for the best, for the perfection. I think this is a superhero ability......hahahaha........I dunno how I cud be like this, but I believe I always see things from afar. When I was young in my 20's, I always consoled myself by telling me - hey after 10 years U looked back at this moment, U wud laugh at yourself. So do you want to laugh at yourself so much?! If no, then dont do it.......of coz I am not that rational, but it helps me to create this ah Q persona.

 

Then, I talked about compartmentalization to my fren again last nite, eventhis term was extracted from Alias the TV show, yet......in order to heal oneself faster, U need to develope compartmentalization. Imagine.....U r just using one brain, but..../now with 4 comparrtments, U r actually using 4 brains. So, if onebrain fails or broken.....use the other 3. U cud heal the damaged brain-part much faster.

Ok.....my freaking singer fragrance brand is awaiting me.../YUCK........../

HK Tally

Thanks to Bruce, he reminded me, what the heck!? No entry...?! since May 3rd....really? since so long.....why time flies so fast!??????? I always say, whoever says whatever I said "time flies so fast" is an idiot, so yes I am an idiot too. Coz time doesnt fly but speed us or fade us by.

It's been a really busy and emotional month, and when I was supposed to go home finish my 3 plans last nite - I decided I shud hv a drink with my fren. A gal.....who is indeed luving beauty with her being, all her cells. As I compare, I really dont coz I spend less than 5 mins in front of mirror most of the time in a day.......but I think knowing what U luv is so important, even it means U want to go do plastic surgery tastefully. yes that's the term - tastefully or just plain deliciously. Many galz or even guyz in Asia wud go for facial reconstruction - yet they wud just choose, no.1 eye lids, no.2 nose (guessed I mentioned before), to me IT HAS NO TASTE. Even U r darn pretty at the end from a horribly ugly being!! But do it tastefully means U just fine-tune some imperfection, then well, if that makes u happy, go do it.

So will I do it? Absolutely! Pple always ask me if I wud do any PS. Esp bf...dunno why they always ask if I wud like to have boob augmentation. Frankly.....mine aint that small for HK galz....And also I dont like big boobs, for few reasons.....from a practical and logical pt of views. E.g. 

1. I like fashion......believe me, hving big boobs cant wear most fashion unless U hv very very slim long legs.

2. They r fucking heavy....wait till U have pre-menstrual syndrome, they are like 2 water melons

3. lets be realisitc too.....how many minutes a week I am going to be standing up naked!?!?! As u kniow....when u switch off light, all boobs look the same.

well.................

hving said that, I un why men like, coz they r all mommy boys. hahahahahaha

As for me, yes I would do sthg related to boobs....guess boobs augmenting pointnification. hagaahaha....................that's not even the right term. Frankly, I like my size,sometimes I wud look at myself and tell myself...."hey, caged bird, U r pretty great". But as age comes, we cant help but must admit......if U do hv boobs, U r gonna hv dropping boobs. And I find that to be super unsexy, so I want pointy boobs................hahahaah....pointnification.....:D

Actually, last nite I had a very gd inspiration but as my work crammed too much of my brain cells, so I totally forgot what I wanted to say, except there was an impression. So this morning, I woke up real early and while sitting in the toilet.....I recalled my impression, despite it's kinda abstract hazy - I just remembered, I praised myself again....hey u, U hv such a great mind. How could you come up w something but totally forgot about it and then mesmerize at your own impression of the lost inspiration.

Anyhow...I will keep up.....HK, do read me. :D