The very logical Mr Smith

I asked Mr Smith, do you have fears, worries? I mean - coz Mr Smith is a very logical person who totally goes against the belief in God/Gods existence. And then I asked, Mr Smith, have you ever crazily in love?

He replied, yes, I do have fear, and I have been in Love.

He went on saying - Black hole isnt actually black and the universe is expanding. There's at least one black hole in each galaxy....

 

Me, caged with no legs, aint no physic people, ok!? but....I think black hole could be our energy source. In the past, we believe it sucked everything in, actually - I dont think we could use our 3D mind to understand this.......it actually expands our universe in very fast pace. Frankly....my train of thoughts isnt very good, as I hvnt read much enough rgd Quantum.....

Anyways, back to Mr Smith. So Mr Smith - you like cats, U hv been in love, U actually have fears, but U dont believe in God, U think fringe or XFiles are for juvenille, and U believe all things could be explained by Physics, yet.....also, U dont believe in Souls. Are you abit too contradicting yourself? (even though it doesnt sound he is....hehe, more I am).

However, I believe all things could be xplained by physics but how says physics have to be just E=MC2? If the talk about soul, ghosts, etc.....are made up due to just simply created in the Image of Humans? God was created in the Image of Humans. It's enchanting thought......and becoz

I so believe, as he puts it.....we dont know anything as the basis....so for him, we can answer everything with physics while for me I think since we dont know anything, so it's better not to put emphasis on one truth, but while open enough to accept opposite to the truth you so hold tight to and.....afterall,humans r poor translator.

Interestingly, he's fanatic about movies, just within this year, he watched 200+ movies, I am wondering......how could someone so absorb in such fantasy world be so dogmatic about "gods & beliefs".....it wouldnt be dreamy, exciting, floating, magical while watching a movie when one is that rationally logical.....

Meaning of Life

I started thinking about this since 16....and lately, as I am drowning in work, yes I am working on Sun.....too, should finish at 2am today.....I feel really melancholic. I am making deciison, small or big based on no facts at times, and it's making me very stressed and tired. Despite, I always like to make decision.....I feel I am drowning.

Then I feel alone, I feel guilty. Esp to my dogs, I dont spend time with them, I didnt have water so they were thirsty for a while....I went to buy water, and it started raining......

Just a bit exhausted. While, running around for someone, he came back with words that made me more moody.....the thing is I didnt even do my own things, piles of laundries hvnt done.....at times, U just want a simple thank with a sympathetic look, or maybe grab me a nice dinner...etc

So I am regrouping hopefully, if I have the ability. I am tired........

I need to make a call now, hope my life analyst would give me mindblowing insights....as I feel tired......