Skill Sets of Big firm

I did once wanted to join FMCG companies, as .... hehe....I could dress like an executive, in cute glossy glam outfits, but after last 3 yrs of experience, I have dropped this idea. I think pple who would in such firms.....they just like to blah....so from 1 million blahs then cascade down to smaller blahs......in btw, there are many do's but just many blahs......

I am glad.....I can plan and act at the same time, in a small co. Even I have to do the most tedious thing......but I believe one thing, if I even know those little things, I will bypass many in very short time. (though I just gotta work w those big firm pple....super annoying)

I am keeping my ah Q mode!

Yearly goal is useless

I never liked to set goals, but in 2009-2010, I did....I was diligent in drafting my goals...And I actually did manage to fulfill them. It was quite a legendary goal, which....actually my gay fren reminded me I achieved it!! haha....it was abstainance from sex and date during that period. Then some frenz came to me and said.....well, I did that too. No....I corrected them, for me, it was a choice to search my soul - for u, U just didnt get laid. So it's different!! hehe

But apart from this (well, I did reject quite a few offer, so....I did resist temptation), I didnt really fulfill one thing from the list. Last year.....I didnt set. This year, I wanted to set but now.....I realize, another 10 months would be year-end, I feel times flies me by so fast. I really dont hv time to catch my breath, let alone setting "goals". Maybe it's wrong mindset to inspirational speaker.....this year, I want to go with the flow as I always have, but at the same time setting goals to achieve in 2 yrs time, 3 yr, 5 yrs. E.g. I was showering last nite and yes was abit moody.....but then I energized myself thinkng - didnt I promise myself to go to St James Way from France to Spain!? So, I am going to do this in 2 yrs, meaning I need to make money these 2 yrs if I indeed want to walk this spiritual way........while, this morning was talking to a french fren who is planning to go via Trans-siberian from Beijing to Moscow this year. I think....wow....I always wonder if anyone wud ever want to stay in train 1 whole week with me....and yup....I am thinking about it, hope I have enough money by then!

So, my conclusion is yearly goal setting sucks, as somewhat it has no meaning in it....coz 12 months, 365.25 days, 8766 hrs, 525,960 mins with 31557600 seconds - they just go by ur fingers without politely saying a hi or bye. And....so I extend my yearly lifespan to a 2-year calculation instead. hehe.....and within the year, I wud just go with the flow......

Now I feel good, as I defile time....:P

Prentension

In the midst of tediousness......I have learnt to act stupid. :D

Yes, tedious is for stupid people, not for me........so I show to the stupid people, I am stupider, but I am making more money than them and I am in a better position than them and I am going to be able to go up and will never lose my jobs ...but they will........

OK, why wud I do that!? Coz.....I want absolute accuracy and for me to do tedious, it's impossible to attain to that, except I am the last. However, the situation is, I have to be the alpha & Omega, so I just need to have short cut, acting stupid is one way........not sure if U get what I mean! One flaw of people is.......they always want to act smart. It's wrong. Act stupid but be smart......

I always believe.......this world is changing so fast, in order to survive - U need different strategy. I allow pple acting like old ways....I wish they all act like old ways, so I will run 10000000 times faster than them in just one day, despite, yes....they r snail-ly 2 steps faster than me.

Maybe u who hv followed my blog or hv talked w me personally via emails or face to face....U get whatI mean....I hope U do, as......humans r just getting so complacent!!

False Advistisment

Men, if you want to re-do your ex, dont tell her or cheat her by saying "I am a changed man"!!! :)

I was watching Drop Dead Diva....I am not sure in US whether you could indeed con ur ways thru laws, fines and jails...like magic, but even U hv 24 Billy inside of U, U cud get away from murders......then I assume, as long as I say I am nuts. I cud do anything. But yes....this guy of coz gets charged, under the infringement of "false advertisement"!! Coz he falsely advertised himself to be a changed man, in order to....yes shag up the ex.

And....above was just funny, but the main quote I luv was "more things change, more things stay the same". HUH!? Kinda ironical, but.............actually this quote stirs my heart a lil. It sounds so zen, but it vibes with strong force of non-zen. To a pt that it agitates me......it seems it doesnt make sense, but it makes whole world of sense....yet, U so want it untrue....yet, its true....ARGH....yup, my agony. I feel agonigenised by this.....hehe

I have one belief - u dont acquire serenity via quietness. Onlt via chaos, you could attain or learn true peacefulness......hehe, non-zen  zenify you...:D