Quantum Mechanics is soooo spiritual

Yup, QM is spiritual. 

While, following Yosoy Red #yosoy - 30Jul2020 was "Happy Tetrahedron Day", my schooling time I was pretty good at most subjects but I dont remember anything related to Platonic Solids. Through this Yosoy path, I am gradually learning about sacred geometry (SG)

QM & SG to me....they should be same, they should have some form of relevancy to each other but I cannot understand anything about it somehow. It's like my mind has been shut down to recieve deep mesaage....and it could be - it's too simple!? I think it should be latter, because humans sometimes cannot understand the most simple stuff......and so here I attempt to equate, QM, SG and LOVE are the same things though I cannot produce any equation for that.  I couldnt understand any bit of it. HAHA. It should be something related to frequency.......Oh well.

While, randomly listening to Sean Carroll - the many worlds of QM, I started to read through my conversation notes I had with my therapist, Fred......there, when I pondered his words rgd asking the right questions, I was born to have that brain to ask the right questions........I needed to ask the right question to download info - I suddenly understood one thing, why I was kind of a "scientist" or why I excelled in science suddenly, esp chemistry coz I was knowing how to ask questions!! I did. I was curious about anything related to science..... - and there I recieved a message from beyond.....I guess it's first time consciously.....ie what I was asking for, so here I go....

"To be able to download info - ask the right quesions. Just like a scientist. I am a scientist now, past and future. An alchemist. An achlemist thar derived energy , freuqency into matter. It is true. It happened. Problem is - I, Dawn, (the past Avour????), now need to fix it. I could manipulate lighting in front of the giant pyrimaid (I had a vision about lighting, manipulating lighting in front of pyrimaid while following Matias Live Stream ysd)  

*conversation started* 

<is that the Egypt ones? No!>

<what should I do? Dont be lazy. Be a scientist. Ask the right Qs and you can tap into your alchemcy power. It is not that you sucked in physics. You became good at chemistry at young age suddenly coz you were an alchemist. So ask the right Q>

Download. Use the true light to change the dynamics of the new world. Yosoy Red is a bridge for you to learn. It's not the means to the ends. Still some ways to go. Be consistent. Be coherent. Be in love with everything and nothing. Be in love with you, me, him, her it, them ours, and IT.

Oh wow....thank you!

1King Chapter 13

^{As I mentioned quite many times, I luv the story of Solomon, esp attracted by his wisdom. So as I continued to read on & I read this - kinda baffled me alittle. Why would the so-called man of God without even being named, and why was he killed by the lion though not eaten - coz he was deceived by another man of god - the old prophet. Well, couldnt umm the deity give him a slack as he's new in town? I think HE should kill the old prophet instead of the new.young one, at least he did try. Baffling.....
 
8} But the man of God answered the king, “Even if you were to give me half your possessions, I would not go with you, nor would I eat bread or drink water here. ⁹ For I was commanded by the word of the LORD: ‘You must not eat bread or drink water or return by the way you came.’” ¹⁰ So he took another road and did not return by the way he had come to Bethel.
 ¹¹ Now there was a certain old prophet living in Bethel, whose sons came and told him all that the man of God had done there that day. They also told their father what he had said to the king. ¹² Their father asked them, “Which way did he go?” And his sons showed him which road the man of God from Judah had taken. ¹³ So he said to his sons, “Saddle the donkey for me.” And when they had saddled the donkey for him, he mounted it ¹⁴ and rode after the man of God. He found him sitting under an oak tree and asked, “Are you the man of God who came from Judah?”
   “I am,” he replied.
 ¹⁵ So the prophet said to him, “Come home with me and eat.”
 ¹⁶ The man of God said, “I cannot turn back and go with you, nor can I eat bread or drink water with you in this place. ¹⁷ I have been told by the word of the LORD: ‘You must not eat bread or drink water there or return by the way you came.’”
 ¹⁸ The old prophet answered, “I too am a prophet, as you are. And an angel said to me by the word of the LORD: ‘Bring him back with you to your house so that he may eat bread and drink water.’” (But he was lying to him.) ¹⁹ So the man of God returned with him and ate and drank in his house.
 ²⁰ While they were sitting at the table, the word of the LORD came to the old prophet who had brought him back. ²¹ He cried out to the man of God who had come from Judah, “This is what the LORD says: ‘You have defied the word of the LORD and have not kept the command the LORD your God gave you. ²² You came back and ate bread and drank water in the place where he told you not to eat or drink. Therefore your body will not be buried in the tomb of your ancestors.’”
 ²³ When the man of God had finished eating and drinking, the prophet who had brought him back saddled his donkey for him. ²⁴ As he went on his way, a lion met him on the road and killed him, and his body was left lying on the road, with both the donkey and the lion standing beside it. ²⁵ Some people who passed by saw the body lying there, with the lion standing beside the body, and they went and reported it in the city where the old prophet lived.
 ²⁶ When the prophet who had brought him back from his journey heard of it, he said, “It is the man of God who defied the word of the LORD. The LORD has given him over to the lion, which has mauled him and killed him, as the word of the LORD had warned him.”

My theta brainwave is low

Lately, I feel creativity compromised, mind rotten, heart/emotion stale. I think my theta wave is low in my head, maybe I should re-read Little Prince (yes Children tend to have more theta waves).

I have heard about brainwaves sometime ago - but I forgot which one is which one, esp a master sharing w me, why churches singing choir, or why temple has those ringbells, and why people chant - they are some form of brainwaves to bring you to spiritual enlightened/heightened. 

And hence, I am desperately in need for some spiritual/creative reimbursement shooting up in my head. So I went to 2nd bookshop to get a Alpha-Theta CD. When I was at their shop listening, the vibration was so high, basically - I was almost in a trance & my brain matter was also vibrating like in the sea, front, back, front back. At times, I would experience similar thing at church or temple chanting.

I strongly believe one thing that - I can reach 'GOD"/s easily, I dont mean in a bragful way. What I mean is I do have some form of connection with the universe and well aware of it. And different religious people have confirmed this - thou they are always vague anyhow. U know, religious people, dont know why they can never say things straight.

Now, listening at home - I didnt feel as strong & powerful, but I am indeed interested to explore, and while, strangely - these 2 days I did have weird dreams. Not something very sci-fi but at least I remembered it and was able to record it partially. One was....I got a souvenir from somewhere - it's fusion elements from Mars and it can glow in the dark.

Finally, Understood

When I came back from Aus & S'pore, studying & working,  more than 10+ years ago, I met a group of people who I sometimes would mention to some of my frenz - they are what I call - "wee wee wun wun" people ie spiritual gang, close to astrologists, witches, psychic and stuff like that. They would chant to the moon which I wud never be allowed to attend. One of them once asked me if I ever studied spiritual or read any of such books. I said, never....everything I thought through my experience & observation around me (people, the world affair), esp I wasnt much of a reader then. She was quite astonished at the point and said - u have quoted the specific phase & words that need us to pay great deal of money to learn, u r so weird. Well, I took it as a compliment and never really investigated why she said that.

As mentioned, I found few books. They were not the spiritual books, but more on the study of it, in a more scientific ways. Well, maybe to the religious pple, these are cultish. Actually I find it quite interesting, esp I luv reading books with either 1. out of their own experience; 2. filled with chunk of research that I could actually find to verify. And these books I got are more of the 2nd type this time. And I am amazed, as I read on - they indeed quote some of the stuff I always talk about or think about but I could never really express in such an eloquence.  So this reminded me of what my fren talked about. 

And I sometimes think religious people are too secluded. They miss out the point of why we are here - I got no answer, guess I sound more judgemental then. But as I observe religious people, they dont look around and understand stuff more. And I find many a time those who are against them tend to understand more of their religion than themselves. I remember once I asked about Judaism to some who claimed they are of this religion, thou actually they dont really practise it. But they were against Jesus being the Messiah. So I asked them why. I think they told me....they didnt really read the OT so......they just knew and Oh yes, a pass-on knowledge.

And I always dislike christians who quote what pastors say even when I was a devoted christian back then in Australia. I would question them why you thought whatever pastors said were right. They would answer me becoz THEY WERE THE PASTORS. Honestly, I felt sad for them. So stupid. So innocently naive. When, if they believe, God gave them the love letter pounded in the Bible, they would not even bother to verify, but would prefer to believe in a mere human being who was chosen to be a pastor?!?!?! Ummm, sorry, I cant accept it at all. I remember just for one topic of Holy Spirit, I shut myself for at least 1 month to go through every word with the spirit in it in the bible, thou I am not saying that;s the way to do it......but at least, I believe we should try to verify if it's right or not. But then of coz if we want to be a comfy religious person, it's cool too, as long as it brings U peace & joy. 

I hope I dont bring too much resentment from what I said.....guess I would in some ways, but then as my dearest christian frenz who know me....I am not in the same path as before. Sorry.

Anyhows, I realize that somehow we could be really blinded.....hving pre-deposited belief that something is bad.

As I am reading 1Samuel again, what strike me is that in one of the chapters, it talked about how King Saul summoned the spirit of Samuel (the prophet who annointed Saul as King and passed away) via a medium. And actually Samuel spoke to Saul and told him that God would not help him any longer. The thing intrigued me wasnt the mediumship, but.....by myself. 

I have been reading the OT many times, I esp like OT more actually since young, though it was very hard to read through their family tree, esp in HK, nobody cares about family tree, unless U carry a distinguished family name. However, I am pretty sure I read 1 Samuel at least more than twice, at least, if not 3rd or 4th time, I never could recollect I read such channeling thing ever. I think.....my own theory.....I was automatically blinded myself when I read as no church or christians ever talked about it coz it's evil. But it was in the bible though. OK, well, then our defence wud be.....it's by King Saul consulted a desert medium. But excuse me, why wud it be put in there, esp Samuel, being the prophet, spoke back. Have we missed something during the history of men or the evolution of christianity? 

OK, then the arguement would be - it's the NT time, the jesus time. But, then still could we omit the fact that channeling was actually a practice in the past? And is it possible that it's not an evil thing afterall.? I am just attempting to think in more objective way - coz if just another spirit....then fine, but it's Samuel.....so....it's abit baffling. U see.

I am not sure - as I still think there's no right or wrong coz we human simply DONT KNOW in this plane. And now, I will continue on what I am doing, reading the bible while researching other information in a more organized scientific research way. To be frank, I feel less confused.......even with this amount of info....than when I was sitting steadily in church when I was a young adult.

PS:
1. Religion is always a very sensitive topic and ie why I would never openly discuss it, as I dont see the point anymore. Coz I am not to win or convert non chrisitans or something like that. I am just trying to bring out a point that maybe we should be viewing things more in a eagle-eyed view, more macroscopic way at times.......and how easily sometimes when we are so devoted on something based on the bias of a belief or own view, we could bypass some info (despite they are important or not). 
2. I could only quote chrisitanity or judaism as I just know them slightly more. Other religion, not really, but then I do experience similar microscopic comment.
3. I highly respect (though she wud say no need to mention, haha) my roomate - E, who sternly & plainly told me that if she wudnt cling onto the bible and believe in it, what faith does she really have? I completely agree with her and her words always have some impact to me, as little does she believe & know - I respect her as a christian the most than most other ones (despite the highly regarded ones) coz of the simple faith she has - well she studies alot on the Word, even went to Bible school. So I would listen to her or ask her more about the Word than any living chrisitian. :)

Angel & Demon

As I always say, I believe in fairies and fairy tales. I luv the cartoon - Little Mermaid the most, as I repeat thousand of times. Recently, I started on another search - spiritual aspects and practices. 

I have been reading alot of paranormal, ancient civilization materials, as I am really intrigued by the "past", ie why my first goal when I was maybe 10 was to be an archeologist. I wanted to discover, uncover the truth or mystery....and I even envisioned that by the time now, we could actually travel to the past like Back to the Future. I think, I was 8 or 7 - I already had a theory in my head (something like Back to the Future movie). Moments exist within moments. We could co-exist at the same moment. Ie why we would have Deja Vu. I believe it's some sort of spring theory in chaos moments, like one in thousandth second before in another dimension, I just erased the previous word and started making this sentence. Anyhow, I dunno, I never then further explore, but it rooted deeply in my head of my theory - so ie why I always spaced out hence my whole family thought and still think I am an idiot. hehe

After 2.5 yrs of my state, I finally picked up myself to want to learn something new. So, I just said a prayer of some sort, not even really meaning it, but more like a trade. "OK, if you give me this, I will go further in the search. But you have to show me HOW"  And somehow, words came to mind, and materials fell on my laps, next would be everytime I asked a question, some material would show up and answer me in its specific way (similar experience when I joined the church back in Melb......). But this time, I was taking it easy, wasnt like before, zeal without knowledge, on fire without extinguisher. The experience is so familiar that makes me become even more cautious to a moment of feeling awe with a touch of sacredness in it. 

The magic of click and realization is amazing.....:)

Anyhow, below is one example. I was thinking to myself - well, I know my demons. Actually, I met some before....more like spirits. And I hvnt known my guardian angels yet, so I was thinking since yesterday - ummm.....do they exist?

By Paulo Coelho
Knowing how to ask for help
When he suffers some injustice, a warrior generally seeks to remain alone – so as not to show his pain to others.

This behavior is both good and bad at the same time.

It is one thing to allow your heart to gradually cure its own wounds. Another is to remain in deep meditation every day, afraid of appearing to be weak.

Within each of us there is an angel and a demon, and their voices are very similar. Faced with a difficulty, the demon nourishes solitary conversation, by showing us how vulnerable we are. The angel makes us reflect on our attitudes, and sometimes uses someone else’s tongue to manifest itself.

A warrior balances loneliness and dependency, with the help of others."

Not commenting if I agree with him or not, but it makes me very thankful - I have both. This is what I went through past 2 years - solitude with reflection of attitude. I think people tend to grumble about their misfortune, yet, many a time - it's a time to indeed reflect on the attitude. And it's a LUCK indeed if one could experience both and understand - so next time we can do better. Yet, I am just so thrilled that somehow I know I have them, but I am yet to encounter them face to face and to differentiate their voices. 

I am starting to pray that I will meet them and tell them apart. Despite, I believe in fairies, I never thought there were guardian angels - as I never felt I was protected. But.....now.....all is good. all is fine. ^^

Looking for Miracles....

To be very frank, whatever I am going through, to me, it's already beyond me to tackle, but so, I am waiting for miracles. I should say, I am working on the miracles....with supreme power. Right now. But as I look at the sky out from my balcony - gosh, what a beautiful day. So pretty. I rarely see the sun, even I was born in the morning, I luv the nite since very little......but I also luv to look at clouds. I saw few real fish clouds with scales on the sky when I was maybe 6 or 7 yo. They were alive - I remember they were breathing. Not kidding......my sis saw that too.

Sky-Cloud Submarine

Guess somehow miracles are making their way to me, becoz, if not, I wouldnt notice the sky. It's been long long time I looked up.

Band-Aid to the broken heart (scientifically)

First, thanks to Mr Funny introducing me to read up on Gregg Breden, but what makes my heart beat heavily would be what I am going to share below. Now I totally understand why I studied science and why the heck pharmacy though I hated it guts to the point I disowned this profession. But as I always share - studying Pharmacy has an advantage, whereby I understand alot of science stuff plus human stuff (as we are prepared to work in pharmaceutical companies (hence product development, formulation, marketing - we need to grasp the understanding, plus also we need to do alot of counselling & educating the patients). And most of all, we are trained to read literature, journals of science sorts, of coz. I am so so thrilled to read what's below.

http://www.businessweek.com/innovate/content/feb2011/id20110225_354247.htm

"............electrical currents can be detected in developing embryos and in wounds.........." =>

1. "the cells that become the heart begin to pulsate very early on in embryonic development, it can be said that the vast majority of the time that an embryo develops is in the presence of electrical signals."

2. "........... in a wound, the (these) charged particles spill out and create current (movement of charge) that can be measured and that subsides as the wound heals"

Hence, the above findings have become the fundamental points of research in finding how to "grow heart tissue".

Note: "the heart is the biggest source of electrical energy, much much bigger than the brain............ "

Creating the band-aid for wounded heart-tissue is to modulate the frequency of electrical stimulation to "trick" the cells to grow into heart tissues - these engineered heart tissues would be the band-aid of the broken heart tissue.........

Maybe this week, I will share some points regarding the Divine Matrix by Gregg Breden, but I really dont think I can grasp what he's talking about as it has alot of physics in it, which I suck in physics. But he points out about power of emotion/feeling - generated by heart (as above, remember, heart generates bigger electrical energy - also magnetic field - than the brain) could actually change the reality (in simple term - anyways, I still dont get it much but I am more interested to prove certain scientific points he makes first), so above rgd the engineered heart has somewhat excited me alot..........

Anyways, it's exciting to know the physical broken heart could have a band-aid and our heart actually creates more electricity than the brain........these would be a great pondering moment for us. Maybe the spiritual heart could be healed & modulated too. :D

(actually, I got other research rgd the heart N brain bla blah EM fields but I find this simple article to be most intriguing)