Shits & Cantonese Swear Words

I wrote 2 entries today but somehow they got deleted. I am fucking agitated, of coz, on top of other dramas. All fucking hellish. But..........I feel just like my name - Dawn - It's just the darkest hours before sunrise. And......I am waiting for good news next week. Something is going to happen, and I am sure about it.

but today, what made me so fucking upset is......I experienced a pseudo abandonment. Yes pseudo....coz when u never get owned, how could there be abandonment, so everything is just illusion. Then another fraking co-incidence......just drama. OK, as I said before, I am used to it. But, well, sometimes, U just find it weird & kinky. All U can do is to laugh about it - and that reminds me - today my sense of humor is slightly back finally, at least I laughed at my chinese status on Facebook. Yup, trying to write some fucking cantonese status, as at times - it could express "The fuck" word in different formats endorsed with different intensity easier.

Maybe I could try to teach here - I cant say I am perfect, yeh!?

(to write - W) (to pronounce = P)

1. (W&P) Diu = Fuck

2. (W) Diu 7 nei , (P) Diu chuk nei = Fuck U (emphasize with the 7 sound....that;s all I think - super vulgar)

3. (W) Diu 9 nei, (P) Diu gouh nei = Fuck U hard (I think the 9 emphasize something like with a bunch, like fucking u with a bunch)

hehe....sorry, I am not very good at fuck word :P, who believes huh? But it's true....:))

tears falling inwardly into heart

I always love this song and hvnt listened to it for long time. The melancholic sentiment of losing love is....too spot on by Danny Chan, Too bad, he's dead.



眼淚在心裡流　此際　怎麼開口? (tears, falling deep inside my heart. At present, what can I say?)
前事在心裡飄浮　情意　令人太難受 (The past has swum into my hear. Loving sentiments - hard for one to endure)
眼淚在心裡流　請你開一開口(tears, falling deep inside my heart. Plz say something)
隨便一聲或隨便一句 (whatever a sound or phrase - just say something)
算是問候朋友　離別你 (as a hello to a friend. Since leaving you)
自離別你　心痛苦 (since leaving you. the pain inside my heart)
比處死更難受　靈魂已失 (is worse than death sentence. Is more unbearable than death. My soul is lost)
心彷彿死去　心死問誰可救 (My heart seems dead. A dead heart, who can revive it)
眼淚在心裡流　苦痛 (tears, falling deep inside my heart,. Pain)
問你知否?情是內心的交流 (Do you know? The sentiment is communicated through the souls)
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惟盼望情愛如舊　眼淚在心裡流 (just wish that the love could remain the same) (tears, falling deep inside my heart)
苦痛問怎麼休? (when will this agony of pain go away?)
琴鍵打開　亦無心奏 (I have no mood to play on the opened paino keyboard)
我現在似木偶　人像木偶 (I am now like a puppet. A person behaving like a puppet)
我人像木偶 (I am like a puppet)
只歎輕輕送走了時候 (I can only give out a slight sigh to farewell the time, the moment)
全忘餓與飽　心中空虛了 (forget hunger or full. Inside my heart, it's all empty)
衣襟淚痕濕透 (my clothes, my sleeves are soaked with tears)
眼淚在心裡流　苦痛 (tears, falling deep inside my heart, The agony of pain)
問你知否? 情是內心的交流(do u even know about it? My agony of pain. Loving sentiment is communicated through soul)
盼心曲再奏　情是內心的交流 (hope our songs will once be played again. Loving sentiment is communicated throiugh souls)
盼心曲再奏

Inferiority complex of HK local chinese

Well, not pinpointing anyone in particular, but on FB - my frenz, my relatives.....

In the street, strangers, old local ladies or men......or teenage boyz & galz - local

THEY ALL YELL - when things are not ok

for e.g. - someone shit in MTR or someone spit on the street or someone eats dog meat, or someone kills someone, or someone sells someone, or someone robs someone, or someone shits in someone's mouth.........

etc etc

They ALL yell - ACT of mainland chinese. I get realllllllllllllllllllllllllllly frustrated when I hear this. Well, pls be fair, man!! U HK locals (incld me) are really that good??!! Let me count..........

1. My mom spit on the street. I remember vividly - as I asked her not to do that....I mean I dun fraking care she spit on the street or toilet.............JUST NEVER FUCKING SPIT in front of ME....I vomit when I hear the sound.

2. We once had the highest concentration of triads. Tell me, where all the gangster movies come from? Inspired by?? yes....inspired by us local dudes, man!

3. Shit in mtr? I saw local moms allowing kids to pee or shit on the street or anywhere if their kids felt like (ok, that was some decades ago, and I believe I DID THAT too.....klakakakaak....my mom asked me too......:P )

4. Not polite? No discipline?? Hey come on......only past 5 years I started seeing people queueing for MTR. I had been pusheddddddddddddddd away so fucking many times for men or women alike.

5. Ok, so if we are so well-educated. Why in MTR or bus, I dont really see people giving seats to pregnant ladies or old people????

6. If see handicapped or mentally challenged people - why run away???

We HK locals are from CHINA, we have chinese blood flowing in our veins. OK, yes mainland chinese are abit backward in their education, but the well-educated ones are going to change the world, and if we local keep this attitude, we wont even have a cut. I mean.....a cut from a gigantic ocean!! I dislike us HK locals....who pretend to be educated but without independant thinking, just follow-suit without any ideas.......the stupid politicans scream at chinese govt, they also do likewise, but why? Oh coz it's chinese govt, they are corrupted..............HEY...........we are also corrupted. If we are so smart or upright, we have already changed this fucking world. Yes, so chinese bribe, americans dont bribe? hahahaha....In a capitalistic world, the corruption is even more wide-spread and vast that no one can be pinpointed to be sentenced to death.

At least once in a while, we get to see few of those food chains get killed under chinese govt.

I again.....have to say....am not a political mindset person. I just prefer things to be fair.....and I hate people badmouthing in general term. OK, I am bad too, as I make it quite clear I am not v fond of americans & sporeans outloudly. Sorry. I dont mean it....but I really dun like most of them. Buttttttttttttttttt I would never say - see americans suck big time as they big mouth & big ass. :))

Sorry, dont hate me. If u have read it here more than once, u are neither a chinese nor american nor european or brit......but U r my fren, U r a human who may be interested in silly stuff like me. :))

Thanks U.

Movies watched....and recommended

Frankly, since I learnt how to use torrents, my world is always torrents. Tdy, I feel like stopping it.....I am totally addicted & obsessed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well, few movies I watched lately and I find it may worth your time to watch:

1. Horrible Bosses - super fucking funny.

I never really like comedy as I cant really laugh with their jokes all the way, but this movie is the 2nd one I could. The first one was There's something about Mary.

2. Margin Call

Financial thriller - not exactly like the evil Wall Street I or II. But I find it worth watching despite I know squat about finance or stock market. no.1 coz the assembled cast is superb. Kevin Spacey vs Jeremy Iron. Demi Moore is surprisingly good. Of coz my favourite Sylar is there (Zachary Quinto). But the most outstanding actor to me is - Priest in Priest - Paul Bettany. He's awesome!!!! It's a more realistic portrayal of the reality, I feel.

3. Watched few turkish movies and find them to be decent & great.

3.1 Head On

3.2 Love like coincidences

3.3 Climate

Actually, I find turkish language sound very much like korean, also the sentiment seems quite similar as well. I esp like Climate even though it's a super slow movie - the actor was awesome.

4. Cashback

It's a fabulous movie. Funny, witty.

5. OK, about TV series.

This one I always talk about it - But dexter season 6 is super amazing. I mean frankly - the robin hood styled serial killer thingy is getting draggy to me, but this season has new way of "demonstrating" the murdered victim.....I was just in awe. I dont think such crimes or knitted corpses have ever been found like that, but all in all - it was awesome. Must watch....:))

6. Alpha Sy-Fy channel

OK, it's abit like Heroes. However, Heroes should not be made into TV series, rather, they should be a collection of movies, then I think the whole gross will be better, and it wouldnt be ended so abruptly, my thinking. Alpha is more down-to-earth - about a group of superability normal people who dont really have higher goal like maybe Sylar to obtain all talents & power or like Peter wanting to be superman to save the world. Yet Alpha simplicity is quite attractive to me, as you see the characters becoming more mature and realistic...then U start to think, very very likely we do have some alphas walking around us. :))

OK....that's all for now....I watched way too many but since I already did my backup, I couldnt exactly recall which I watched. The sucked ones, I delete so quickly - e.g. Hangover II. I deleted it within a sec....:))

Leather

HK is getting cooler, and I for once cant wait but to get my leather jackets out to let them breathe abit on my balcony. I luv the smell of leather jackets, there's nothing to be more excited for a cooler winter to be able to wear leather jackets & boots all the time. I am yet to have 2-3 more leather jackets to be owned by me.....colors that I am looking for, creamy white, purple & green. I already have red, biker chick blk, some orangey, camel.....yes I need a long one as well. Actually I do have a purple one which is a think layer of leather....now thinking of it, I hope I still have it.

Then boots......I luv boots.............

Sometimes, I like v-neck as can show off my pseduo cleavage but I esp am fond of turtle neck which just hang themselves around my belly button. The length of it is important - it gives another form of sexiness. I mean of coz one cant have too big belly - which...I am semi-big....lol....but with rite pants, it's all fine. And one must have silhouette, which I gotta say - many HK galz dont really have it as they are too obsessed with being skinny. I frankly quite like my silhouette, hehe.....I think maybe more than one man did comment or compare me with greek statue - which are usually not at all skinny. heheheheheh.....while, one did want to turn me into those supergal superhero....so I say to myself, my silhouette must be not that bad!! :))

For some, different seasons have diff obsession. For me, summer only has one - me, and my air-conditioner. Sorry, I really cant say I like water sports that much. Though when I was young, I did.....nowadays, not really, and of coz, somehow some fortune teller or oracles or whatever did keep reminding me not to play w water much.....well, this idea fits me. But actually I do remember when I started having fear of water.....it was at a snorkeling in Thai or M'sia....couldnt recall..........as I was trying to snorkel even at shallow water, as I looked ahead to the ocean (under the ocean), I could sense a chilly force rushing to me (I never was afraid since I learnt swimming at young age by myself, but I am not a terrific swimmer, a manageable one only) - I felt scared so I quickly went back to the dryland......after all these years, I could still feel it.

So, I am so excited and happy that for few months, we dont need to endure the humidity & high tempearture...................but in replacement, we could keep showing off our leather skins....(we r a bunch of brutal humanss......LOLLLLLLLLLLLL) :P sollie