What I want.....

As many of you know, I am not planning to have any relationship this year. But guess when it's least expected, something will pop up. 

And I have been asking what I want in a guy, I guess as Mr Big in Sex And the City says (which I repeated it thousand of times of my agreement to this during past 5-6 years) - it's simple, "he makes me laugh" and he has to get me & accept me. And he does, for past few weeks he has been making me smile, laugh all day. We dont see each other much but actually that's kinda nice as well. So we could focuz on our work.

I can say that our first date was filled with all kinda unexpected circumstances - it's like the universe didnt want us to meet.......but the outcome was so much better than I expected. 

And I have to say, so far, he has given me a peaceful mind, restful spirit and smiley face! It's nice sometimes that someone could worry if you are on the way, get on the ferry yet, or just text/call u and say missing you. I mean it's totally different from what I have experienced - emotional unavailable men with no way of getting my twisted thinking. The sweetest thing he said to me today - I know you would be nottie but just behave! (O really?) yes coz this is you and I cant change it. (ok, I wont then!) - reverse psychology in such diplomatic way works on me (not other forms though - I excel in it, man!)

Thanks for being so sweet. I am not sure what's the future or outcome but it doesnt really matter as I feel happy today - that's what matters. :D

Lazimaniac Packing Episode Finale

OK, seriously, I am super lazy in my packing mode. I am looking at my paperwork - that will take me 2 hrs. And I am thinking of my clothes - well, I am not going to even touch them. I will let the movers move them as they are positioned. Yes, except I will cover my bras & panties and stuff with some towel - apart from that, Oh, what the hell. Esp, I never feel this is my home, I never unpack anything actually - yes I got some clothes hung, I got some files, I got many books, but they are all like at the same place. I am going to execute a radical throwing action in another 6 hrs. I only have 30 hrs left. tic toc tic toc. And in btw, I am going to spend maybe 5-6 hrs just trying to clean up my new place. I still have things I should have bought for my new place but I just try to delay everything - I really just want to stay in the balcony there N not doing anything for 4 weeks.

Too many shits again happened to me in March, according to my supreme master, ie my shit month. Anyhow, I am going to be fine...............I AM GOING TO BE FINE.

I am also starting to get freaked out about my dogs too. Argh, why dogs bark??? Why they cant quietly meow. I mean, why do they have to fucking bark!!????? Hope I wont get kicked out from my new place, which is not supposed to have residents or pets..............SHIT, coz of a balcony I am taking such a risk, but seriously who wouldnt, I NEED A BALCONY!

WHAT????

Is he kidding me??? Ar, anyways, I cant say. All good things I tell people always turn out to be bad........so WONT SAY. Except, WHAT!!?? Are you kidding me????? OK, if it comes true, thanks to the universe. And U can be sure I am gonna take alotta pics. :)

Sometimes, it's just the shoulder.....

I didnt hv this for long time. After a farewell party, 2 frenz came to have dinner with me. We had a nice time.  SO we split then one of them stopped me.

Despite I didnt know him for long time, maybe altogether met for 4-5 times, he felt I was tensed and so we just nudged in a dark staircase to chat. It was nice to have someone to spend time with you at wee hour just to see how I was. I didnt know what to tell him, but I just bla bla........at the end, of coz he offered his shoulder but I couldnt cry either. He said, I shouldnt be too tough but the thing is.....I am not trying to be a tough cookie, I just couldnt. Anyhow, the only thing I could remember was before I hopped onto a cab to head home, I could melt myself in his hug, which was......something I hvnt got for long time. A hug of comfort. And it was........really nice.

No no no.............not bf potential. Id rather have more frenz than a stable bf now.

NICE!

:-) or :)

I have been messaging with many men and women all my life. I find it interesting that when they use smile icons, they do slightly different from galz.

Men use :-), galz use :) more often.
Except Bruce Lee, he uses (^^)
I think :-) looks abit more mischievous, while :) looks cuter.

See if you could see this generalization in your life..........^^, :), :D, :p