OK, dont want to dwell too much on which books I read, I could only say I read few books within few days. And the books I picked, some were with me for some time but I couldnt bring myself to read through them. Anyways, maybe someday, I could psychoanalyse myself on this topic, but not today.
After frantically reading, I can tell you, I feel calmly euphoric to a point that I feel I am HEALED. The saddness & depression I felt for past 3 months have slipped through my fingers.............as I was flipping each page or stroking iphone screen.
Some of the questions I have been questioning about god & myself, have found its way to shoot through the pages, which, I suppose maybe the authors didnt know that would cause such effects to the readers, or maybe it was intentional....anyhow, it doesnt matter, the point is, I am FINE.
I am going to stop reading after today....I mean, less intensive. It's enough info for my Limitless to grow for a while. Next is, I am going to start reading Poems and The Dead Sea Scroll - slowly. Maybe take in few verses every few days........just to connect the final dots.
I blablahblah....actually I want to blablahblah more but I hvnt slept as I was so desperately to finish a book. I need to rest my eyes for few hrs, then I am back on what I am supposed today. Shit, I luv this euphoria.....hehehehehehe...........but I should shut up. :P
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