Friendship

As I mentioned many times, I am so blessed with many good frenz, who are genuine and smart. Ie why I like in people. And I did some silly thing, haha, I posted this on FB. actually I really like it as I am not shy about it. But then, people who like me may find me adorable....others may find me crazy. And I think.....I should keep this adorability to myself & people who like me only. I think they would think I am single & lonely. Yea, in some part physically it's true, but emotionally & spiritually, I really dont think so at all. Yes, I do feel lonely at times, but I am used to it, and I dont mind loneliness too - kinda cool at times. I think I am not forced to be alone, I prefer this way most of the time. I did say I wanted a companion - but it's more like....one day in the future. Now, I just want to enjoy my time, look after my dogs, find out more what I can achieve in life, read & study more on some subjects I find intrigued in. I think when I was in my early 20, my frenz already commented that I would be a loner, and it's true. I kinda feel like I am a nomad - moving on & on to another destination - myself, house or even frenz, yet I bring the best parts (of frenz) with me. 

My teacher once said, best & great frenz could (only) be found in high school or when young. I think he meant that when we grow/grew up, it's hard to find good & genuine frenz in this materialistic reality. I always want to tell him he's wrong, actually I got no high school best fren (except one - since she's as weird as me, haha, she wud request me to remove this - I luv UUUUU) and I got more best frenz when I am growing up. or now I am OLD.

However, it's the fact of life that people will drift apart, I think I already could feel few drifted, as I couldnt go out with them as much. Actually, I do feel abit sting, but then also I dont really mind. It's not meant to be then not meant to be. All I concern is to keep the best ones.

My bday wish on FB (deleted from there already)

1. My projects will always get the answer of YES faster => translate into wealth
2. I will find good food more attractive so I wouldnt just eat what I have been eating only => Health 

3. I will have more opportunity to travel so I can see and explore the world much more=> Meeting more people and enhancement of intellect

4. I will understand more riddles of the world and magic of deep thoughts => Wisdom
5. I will hear more good things from family (esp) & friends => Peace
6. More fantastic sex haha => climax and nirvana hehe