I met up with few frenz today, after being a basically cocoon melancholic depressive worm for weeks. So I went to meet a fren who went through & is going through similar things as now-me. So she had few frenz with her.
O well, may I bitch?
Sometimes I get really really sick of people detailed description of a thought - which is so tedious, not something intelligent & mind provoking. But I gotta thank her as she really distracted me from depression, as I realize that someone deserves more depression than me. hehe.
OK, what did she wrong me? Well, as I already said yesterday was the Full Moon or the Mid-Autum Festival, so she went to this BBQ. And she (shit, I feel I am boring U even by repeating her, but I want to justify why I felt so fucking bored by her, still lingering this shitload of boredom in my every cell - but once again, yes I have to thank her for her super boring amuzement) -
OK so her frenz asked her to get a box of mooncakes (yes during such festives we eat mooncakes, what's that? Well, it's packed with gelatinated glue of sugar & egg yolks, I think - I hate the taste of it) - and she got pissed becoz they wanted the tin box to play the "candles (yes another HK practice, during such festives we burn candles for fun, not for ambience, and we have lanterns - for what? ummm....supposedly, traditional it's an intelligence enhancement - coz each latern should have some sort of idioms or I dunno what it calls - guess words? attached on them). OK back to her, sorry - so she got pissed that maybe her frenz wouldnt pay her back the money...........HAHAHHAHAH......and coz she has been used many times to run errands already. So she had this thinking process what excuse to offer why she didnt show up with the tin can & of coz she did go around to find one.
I laughed. I couldnt help it at that moment. For 1, if your frenz r so sux, fucking ditch them, delete them outta your life. My time is for wonderful & intelligent people ONLY & Solely. For 2, Just show up and says "Opps, I fucking forgot about that, as I am too busy (i) shagging a passerby; or (ii) I was buzzed by too many guyz to attend their events - ALWAYS LIE..........hehehehe......I would do that, seriously, why do I need to care about a bunch of people like that!!?? And honestly I dont hv such frenz at all.
Sorry, I made her sound so fun, no, it's coz I am fun, not her. She also said about some other events....in such a way. And so I said to her, this person I met for 1st time & I well believe it's going to be last - Ummm, gal, U should (I rarely SHOULD people) never remember things such tedious things in details, it will make U happier (what I am trying to say wasnt to care about her happiness - I meant, if U continue to talk like that, U are gonna end up alone!!)
hehe, yes I am horrible, but seems I have been an evil & a horrible person lately, I really dont mind sending much evil thoughts to curse others. hehe.
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Totally agree with your 1st advice! Ditch those who dont respect you as a fren, or to whom you feel are a waste of your time! Why feel obligated? Surely there are a lot more ppl outside one group to whom you can make frens with! With that in mind, there really isnt a need to consider the 2nd advice~ (^^)
ReplyDeletewhat was my 2nd advice?? haha
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