This thing isnt for U, gal.

I had a weird conversation with my taiwanese fren (who used to be my supplier) few mths ago, and now we have become good frenz, both are sentimental beings anyways, despite, he always thinks I am impractical, yet likes my crazy impracticality......so, that day, 

I showed him a diary - the things I wrote down. He looked at me and said -

gal, it's not for U! This thing doesnt suit u.

I then said, why? U keep hving it......few at a time, why it doesnt suit me?

becoz U r U, U dont belong to this thing

Ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..........................................

As I pondered, I dont still get it why he said that, though I kinda do

certain things - people are born to deal with

while for some, it's better never to touch it

as it may destroy your being

Yet, I said, something is already cracked open

so, I cant really mend it back, paste it back anyways

might as well, just freaking dived in

As usual, everytime, he talks to me, he would end by shaking his head smiling

and I guess, one way he is admiring my crazy

one way he's disagreeing with "luv" with my idiocracy! :)

Ar, yes, I do hv many good frenz who luv me. :D