We are all LONELY entity.

OK.....I am doing some research & experiment. If anyone who has followed my life for 2 years, they know...I do that alot. Always doing some kinda mental research....etc etc. So, I joined something, and it gave me a chance to talk to quite a few guyz. Well, actually one is very special - I suspect he would be reading it, lets call him......Mr Karma. hehe.

Only after 2 days, I came across many....maybe a few....guess we r all just lonely in a big crammed city, so to speak. Not every guy is nut and sleazy or their ultimate goal is to get to a gal'z pant, thou, yes 99.9% they do have this fantasy. But indeed men are able to keep their "meatloaf" in their pants. 

I had an interesting email exchange with a man of his 50's about philosophy, writing, and authors, of coz....unbearable lightness of being too

Then Mr Karma, we shared a long phone call, which I never NEVER would do that as I dislike this kinda phone conversation....but we basically laughed our head off during maybe if not 3 wud be 2 hrs phone-ing.

Then another....a lonely soul....who lives around my area. I guess I could feel his loneliness, so I let him come to my place for a drink. He's super cute and decent. Honestly, I told him....if he wants I would hook him up with galz....

Within 2 days, despite very risky experiments, I did a couple of first time. And my conclusion is......it';s very nice. And esp very often, we forget how lonely people could be. They may not want anything, but maybe 15 min of your time....just to be there....even without a word. We all do stuff becoz, not just we want to do stuff, sometimes we want to do stuff so others will know what we are doing the stuff. That's why Facebook is so popular. And ie why we sometimes want to go Karaoke.....not coz we think we are fantastic singers, but we want to be heard.

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AND.................just happened, one of the most craziest craziest thing happened. YES.............my god. So, I already drafted a plan, a plot..................it's gonna be excruciating funny and exciting. I cant wait to see my plot play out....YEA YEA YEAHHHHH. I cant reveal as it's too intimate, but if U want to know, feel free to send me a msg and I can...tell u. heheheheheheh