* I got no ideas what to say or write here, as I have been reading some books......they r just too fascinating. And I very much want to go to the top & bottom of them but I prefer not to say what they are becoz.....I am concurrently reading 2-3 different topics, yes including Bible at the same time. Hence.....I am abit mixup in the head, haha....but I like this, as I dont believe in "studying" one topic...I am in for my own hypothesis & theories. As my fren - Bruce calls it - Dawnism.
* OK, I had a super weird dream last night, rarely I could sleep before 1am, but I did. Sadly I was woken up at 2ish then I tried very hard to remember the dream - I knew I remembered every detail as it's actually quite an interesting plot, but..........when I got up this morning, I couldnt remember a single thing. So I am going to record my points next time with iphone recorder....shit, why didnt I??????????????
* Another quote -
Paulo Coelho - Don't live every day as if it were your last. Live every day as if it were your first
Luv this Luv this. Lateral thinking combining with opposite insights. Turning the world upside down, right-left shifted - to see the world that we think we know, then ponder upon it - makes one more alive.
* OKOK, I reveal - one of the books I am reading is I-Ching. Man, it blows my mind, as I always thought it was so difficult to understand or grasp. Still is. But then dont mistake it's a tarot-card or future telling oracle only...no...it's the last thing it was intended. While I am reading the book, of coz with commentary - I no good with old chinese poetic language, then I was reading the bible - same thing shot to my eyes.
Many a time, during difficult time we strive, we fight, we work hard as we want to get out of the situation. But when everything becomes peaceful, we become less enthus, less striving to make it better.....so the chinese/ Tong Emperor's saying goes - "easier to get the empire but harder to keep the empire" . So I heed to my heart and I hope it would repeatedly imprint in my heart & soul as one day if I could conquer, I want to keep it and make it better. I know me, I tend to let the goodies drift between fingers, as my tendency of laziness is indeed high. While, in the Bible God complained to King David for forgetting building a house for the Lord, while he himself dwelled in the cedar wooded place, then next was King David stole a woman from a general (and intentionally let him die in a battle) - of coz God reprimanded him. I like King David very much, as I was reading 1 Samuel, he was very diligent in winning the territories and was luving God with whatever ways he could offer, Yet.....when things were smooth, peaceful, all belonging to his......he became "arrogant" I would say despite he wud be the almost last one I wud use this word, yet.....being the KING of so many lands, one would be very hard not to become blinded by the power & self-praise. He of coz then asked for forgiveness, but still he gotta suffer the consequences.
I think it's a lesson for big or small things.....even for your luved ones, when you start off...u doing anything to achieve the goal, yet we dont have the stamina to maintain the goal. Maybe we should remind ourselves, do a lit more to attain the "goodness" of triumph, or "the conquest of love", as we dont maintain it, WE will SURELY lose it one day bits by bits.
Winning always comes in multitude, Losing always fades away without a trace without you knowing it.
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