I met my terminator

When I was studying in Meb, I knew I was a terminator.

haha. Not in the bionic sense, of coz not.

but I trained myself to have a computer screen in front of me.

Why? yes thanks to my roomate.

She asked me (before I even saw the movie) what I saw in my mind Sarah Conner would be driving in the desert, I said RED. I didnt see the movie, and unto this date I got no freaking clue why she asked.

Since then I adpoted to terminator screen test/examination

I felt traumatised. I never told anyone.

But now I told someone so maybe I could say it now/

I felt traumatized.

I couldnt breathe constantly. I felt suffocated constantly.

I felt like vomitting every second.

OK. so I cut it off. Becoz it's too horrible to know, to understand

If U think I am good at knowing now, U should have met me almost 15 yrs ago.

I was....horrible....I just knew.

So I now

I met my terminator

he said to me "he will be back"

hahahhaa...so cliche, yes??

Yes very. But this is how it is.

Maybe it's tomorrow

Maybe it's next week.

Maybe it's next year.

Or maybe it's next life.

But, it's wonderful for a person, actually, to meet his/her own terminator

as at least from the movie, it's saga

it means the terminator will indeed, surely come back

In thoughts

or in forms

it doesnt matter anymore

as I met mine in the most unusal way

in the most enchanting way

in the most deadly way

Thanks Terminator. hehe