I have three contracts I have to print & sign & send. Thinking of it drives me nuts. I hate contracts.
Why cant be just be neanderthal - we just High Five then we do what we have to do?!
The problem is, the driving force of signing is low coz it doesnt mean I get money.....shits. haha. I want MONEY, upfront, paid & so I can escape to a small island sipping Mojito.
I have delayed it one day after next, so I will finish it today.
Esp one, I hv to modify it................ARGH, I hate this.
To be frank, I really wanted to be a neanderthal. I always wonder how they lived. Gnawing on raw bloody meat? Smelling the prey from miles away? Not sure if they could read stars or not? Maybe, I assume they got no language but communicated via...telepathy or just plan odor variation. Also I wonder how they had sex, would it be just like animal - doggie style? Did they have missionary style or....karma sudra ways?? hehe....And also, how did they know which entry to ensure offspring propagating the world? Did they feel love for one mate? Or they enjoyed swing parties once in a while? Then, did they have affairs?
Arrr....yes, I assume they should live in a simpler life, they should not have all my questions above. hehe, hence meaning we r being too complicated?
Today, I have a thought. We human actually desire after simplicity but we are at the same time co-existing with stupidity & lack of awareness - hence we created many processes, mechanisms, machines, stuff (to simplify them...) wishfully thinking they can de-complicate our lives. Yet, we become entangled with them......now, year after year, century after century - ie how we are living now. So, can I walk to New Territory instead of MTR, Train & Cab maybe? Not anymore.....I would say R U NUTS?? asking me to walk for hours to NT for freaking what? When we have transportation!?!? It's true.....yet, sometimes simple walking makes me breathe better, seeing the world in different perspectives.
That reminds me - I used to love travelling in a coach. Still do actually. When I was in Melb, I never took any domestic flight, I'd rather take coach. Becoz I could gaze at the Southern Cross surrounded by "milky way" - I dunno to me it's Milky Way....hahaha....just a strange of luvly stars surrounding the cross. It's just amazing. I would forsake sleep during coach (hence immerse silence) and fixated on the cross. It's one of the prettiest Cross one would ever see in their lives.
Ie how I travelled to Ayers Rock (Uluru) twice (24 hrs from Melbourne)- my favorite symbol - the red gigantic rock sitting in the middle of desert! It's really weird, U know. So I always fantasize that it's some kind of UFO. hehe. Maybe ie why Aborigines regard this ROCK as something sacred. The best thing is I luv it changing color during the dawn & dusk - of coz what color it changes depends very much on the humdity of the day -> hence brings me to the next thought.
I luv waterfalls. Becoz I like its thrilling splashing power and looking at it for hours would be my favourite moment. Whenever I went to any national parks, I always made my frens to go to waterfalls with me. I saw one in Laos....yum.....super super beautiful. And then sometimes U could spot rainbows at the end of waterfalls, ie to me one of the most beautiful scenes. Yes, I miss rainbows. HK, I no longer could spot one. When I was a child, I would sometimes see one and I would feel happy, esp - you kinda can apply your science lesson to good use. I remember I specially went to library to borrow a book on Rainbow, then I set up an english group named after Rainbow - explaining to my team coz everytime we learnt something, it's like collecting droplets before you could indeed reflect the "color" you gotta collect the droplets. hehe, I was nuts even when I was a child, I think.
Ai, somehow, whenever I feel abit low, my mind would drift back to the lanes of Melbourne, I would be walking there, but no one would be around me. I luv the chilly air there.....abit gloomy weather I luv. I like so much the woman psychotic weather changes in Melbourne....I always say Melbourne is a woman, coz she is allowed to change moods anytime she likes. And I luv, embrace every part of it......coz Melbourne is very much like me. But I know it changes alot......hence I do have some hesitation if I would go back there again some day. Anyhows.
Have a good week ahead, everyone! I am just bullshitting. ^^
The problem is, the driving force of signing is low coz it doesnt mean I get money.....shits. haha. I want MONEY, upfront, paid & so I can escape to a small island sipping Mojito.
I have delayed it one day after next, so I will finish it today.
Esp one, I hv to modify it................ARGH, I hate this.
To be frank, I really wanted to be a neanderthal. I always wonder how they lived. Gnawing on raw bloody meat? Smelling the prey from miles away? Not sure if they could read stars or not? Maybe, I assume they got no language but communicated via...telepathy or just plan odor variation. Also I wonder how they had sex, would it be just like animal - doggie style? Did they have missionary style or....karma sudra ways?? hehe....And also, how did they know which entry to ensure offspring propagating the world? Did they feel love for one mate? Or they enjoyed swing parties once in a while? Then, did they have affairs?
Arrr....yes, I assume they should live in a simpler life, they should not have all my questions above. hehe, hence meaning we r being too complicated?
Today, I have a thought. We human actually desire after simplicity but we are at the same time co-existing with stupidity & lack of awareness - hence we created many processes, mechanisms, machines, stuff (to simplify them...) wishfully thinking they can de-complicate our lives. Yet, we become entangled with them......now, year after year, century after century - ie how we are living now. So, can I walk to New Territory instead of MTR, Train & Cab maybe? Not anymore.....I would say R U NUTS?? asking me to walk for hours to NT for freaking what? When we have transportation!?!? It's true.....yet, sometimes simple walking makes me breathe better, seeing the world in different perspectives.
That reminds me - I used to love travelling in a coach. Still do actually. When I was in Melb, I never took any domestic flight, I'd rather take coach. Becoz I could gaze at the Southern Cross surrounded by "milky way" - I dunno to me it's Milky Way....hahaha....just a strange of luvly stars surrounding the cross. It's just amazing. I would forsake sleep during coach (hence immerse silence) and fixated on the cross. It's one of the prettiest Cross one would ever see in their lives.
Ie how I travelled to Ayers Rock (Uluru) twice (24 hrs from Melbourne)- my favorite symbol - the red gigantic rock sitting in the middle of desert! It's really weird, U know. So I always fantasize that it's some kind of UFO. hehe. Maybe ie why Aborigines regard this ROCK as something sacred. The best thing is I luv it changing color during the dawn & dusk - of coz what color it changes depends very much on the humdity of the day -> hence brings me to the next thought.
I luv waterfalls. Becoz I like its thrilling splashing power and looking at it for hours would be my favourite moment. Whenever I went to any national parks, I always made my frens to go to waterfalls with me. I saw one in Laos....yum.....super super beautiful. And then sometimes U could spot rainbows at the end of waterfalls, ie to me one of the most beautiful scenes. Yes, I miss rainbows. HK, I no longer could spot one. When I was a child, I would sometimes see one and I would feel happy, esp - you kinda can apply your science lesson to good use. I remember I specially went to library to borrow a book on Rainbow, then I set up an english group named after Rainbow - explaining to my team coz everytime we learnt something, it's like collecting droplets before you could indeed reflect the "color" you gotta collect the droplets. hehe, I was nuts even when I was a child, I think.
Ai, somehow, whenever I feel abit low, my mind would drift back to the lanes of Melbourne, I would be walking there, but no one would be around me. I luv the chilly air there.....abit gloomy weather I luv. I like so much the woman psychotic weather changes in Melbourne....I always say Melbourne is a woman, coz she is allowed to change moods anytime she likes. And I luv, embrace every part of it......coz Melbourne is very much like me. But I know it changes alot......hence I do have some hesitation if I would go back there again some day. Anyhows.
Have a good week ahead, everyone! I am just bullshitting. ^^
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