I was trying to read World Without End....it's a huge and crammed book. But I was hoping something more fantasy-ie. Guess the title conned me. Maybe I should go back to Lord of the Rings instead. I am trying to pick a book from my shelf, nothing satisfy me, after reading Brida. Maybe I should be diligent enough to just finish Unbearable Lightness of Being - but this belongs to my on-flight read, so I dont want to finish it on land. It's not like I would be travelling but I am asking God to give me a job that makes me fly alot. hehe.
I guess, I finally get some things. So I hope books could ground me alittle. I feel May is going to be better. Less hurricane-like storms......guess there should be some lightning, but hurricanes shud be no more. Sigh, wasted so much time....why do we have to waste time to understand life? Why cant we have a menu that comes with already in mother's womb?! Then, its so easy to have a fulfilling life. Haha, but fulfilling life without scars - maybe it's not a real life. Why somehow I like christiany, it always talks about Free Will. Honestly, to many this "religion" doesnt sound like giving us that. But whatever ways to see, it's a good doctrine.
Though, can I challenge the christians abit.......where does in the Bible say God gave us Free Will? I couldnt recall anywhere I read it, just like Adam & EVE didnt eat "APPLE" - it's not an APPLE tree. Is it more like the Bible implies God gives us Free Will - then it wouldnt be exactly God's word, rite? It's more like human interpretation.
Lately, I do want to read Bible again. Little known to many, it's a great book. I mean, for christian, it's spiritual essentials. To me, it's wisdom essentials.
Ummm.....good I am starting to use my brain to rationalize things again. hehe.
yes ie what I need to do now., rationalize & internalize.
YEA, all about me reaches 100 ENTRIES la. ^^
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