why I am so different....?

I hv been thinking....at times, I want to change people, make them smarter, make them more aware & alert.....yet, lately I thought, maybe their intelligent level is quite bad....hahahaha....I always think pple r stupider, or I see pple bad points by impression like terminator with a screen in front of me...

But after scanning the bads, I try to just view the goods....coz I am extreme person, I see the best bad, and the best good. Anyhows........

I come to a final conclusion.....it is indeed genetic. I never want to believe it's gene-related, I would prefer a non-predestined notion towards life...so it gives us, human, a purpose to strive, to be better, to excel, to learn from ground up, to be humble, to be arrogant, to be kind and at the same time to be assholes & bitches. But....I possess all the above points - yet, most pple on this earth is just indeed a mediocre, ordinary, coming from a common pool of genome. I wish...no...I dreamt, I had such a dream when I was in teens before all the matrix movies stuff....I dreamt of re-cycling useless human beings, I saw a leader and I was one of the team leader (as I was standing in front of the line). Anyhow, I feel puzzled...at times.....why I am so island from others? I know where they are stupid at, and I wonder at times....if I am indeed that smart, or I indeed have such high level of awareness or I dont live on this earth, at least my conscience.....

Not sure if I make sense, but.....I think.....I finally gradually accept, I am indeed very different, isolated being from the rest....