Battle Fields

There are sayings in chinese:

"A redundant field no one wants, once the filed has been plowed on, everyone fights for that specific field" OR

"the nextdoor bowl of rice always smells better"

Ie what I am feeling past 2 months. To update you on my experience on men:

1. Mr Linkedin - I told him I could only have a friendly meal with him like few weeks ago if he came to HK. But since then, he gchat me, gmail me - which he wouldnt be so diligent in doing so before. Now I told him - no nothing, he gchatted me alot. So today, he asked again - No date for me?! I replied - sorry, I cant. I hope he would leave me alone. I am abit frightened by over-zealous guyz. I am not 18yo, I dont want that. It doesnt make me feel special - wanting to make me feel special, write me a poem. haha...ie more 16 yo stuff, but it may work on me. I think it's so wrong asking me or maybe galz......if we would be willing to go on a date with him so many times when I already said I couldnt, wouldnt.....esp I start to feel he's psychologically disturbed. Who would be so desperate to get laid? 

2. Mr Korean - we didnt keep in touch for........................maybe thousand of years. I had a 2 week fling with him when I was in LA. It's fun & he's sweet. Tall, played bass. Ie the reason I went out with him, hehe. But.........when I left he said "we just pauseeedddd and we would start again once we meet". I was thinking, ie really convenient for u, man! But then I didnt think we would meet again. So some months later, maybe even some years later after I left LA, he sent me a msg asking me if I got a bf yet. I said, of coz I had. He said, didnt we agree we "pause" and "re-start" later? I said, it's funny for you to remind me that when you havent been in touch with me.....like for years. And now, he msg me again telling me he would come to HK by end of the year. Why tell me that? To "restart"? Shits, in his fucking dreams!

3. Mr A - my ex. Same thing as Mr Korean. How we broke up was funny enough. It explains how men r such idiots at times, thinking all women just pause and wait for their gigantic manhood to fulfill them. We didnt officially break up but since he went back to UK - we didnt keep contact for over 6 months, so what did I expect? Of coz I found myself another bf.....hahahaha.........when he saw my pic with him on msn (which was there for more than 3 months then), he asked - who is the guy next to u? I said - my bf. He said - ummmmm, so have we broken up??????? hahahahahahaha..........my god. Now he's coming back, thou he came back few times asking to meet with me, I always got thousand of reasons I couldnt. Anyways, will see this time....what reasons I could use.

4. Then of coz another Mr V - which I officially deleted him from my life. At first, he said he luved me...HUH!!???????? I got really scared by that as we didnt even have an official date. Then next, I told him, sorry man, I couldnt "be" with U. He then said, he just wanted sex. I said, sorry dude, I disliked the SP thing. Disgusting term for me. I am not a strict person but I prefer good connection above all else. He then said, OK, he would put me in other category - yes what other cats? I would be his companion for hiking, dinner, etc but no sex. hahaahahhaah.............................well, I said, ie fine to be a friend. But when he asked me out - he complaint about my unavailability for shagging him. Shits, I left right there, as I told him - dude, U r fucking boring. To lure a gal, U dont blahablah complaining. Use your tiny brain, not your small penis. hehe (I didnt really say that....:P)

5. Some others......which r not as ridiculous & funny............

(edited as forgot to mention the BIGGEST ASS OF ALL)

This guy I worked with - I could say officially he destroyed my career life 3 years ago. And I was always appropriate & friendly, as the usual me. Pretensious, endearing, co-operative, opinionated at the same time during work - ANDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
I just realize he gossiped me to my another "colleague". :(
he said, I was not nice to him anymore since I knew he got married, which was like few months ago, but U know what he did after he got married? First he came to HK for basically to me no reasons - just to have meeting with me, then he insisted me to go to Taiwan with him in following week or som which I didnt want to at that time, as my dog was very sick. And when he came to HK that time, it was just weeks after his marriage - which I knew he was with his then gf for many years, though he told me all his betrayal secrets too.
But he hinted that I was into him to other people and now no more.....shits, what an ass. Yes he's french. But french isnt really like this I know. I think for surely he's psychologically disturbed with small dick. For sure. I never check so I dunno, but I guess if I am not into him, for surely my thrid eye could feel he has small dick! I am furious...what an ass to badmouth me like that, on top of other women he already badmouthed about. He's already 50.....is it midlife crisis or so?

ASS of the ASSES!!!!!
(thanks for lisenting)

I am not trying to brag, as I hvnt got much luck in dates or men for years. Yet, once something started, some funny coincidence upon coincidence occur.......though I am sure U hv something to say about women, I am fine with that, as many many coverage about women already said & done repeatedly. Coz they are all written by men. While, for women, sometimes yes we are more desperate coz we want to get married & have kids, blahblah. But aint we all ultimately just want to be less lonely on this earth? Why being so desperate? In shag or marriage? Will we be sure we wont be lonely after all these done & shit? But guess, yes surely men r from another planet, women from the next one........maybe if we could meet at the middle point, ideally, something wonderful could have been sparked.