First Date

I am so excited for my good fren - C who is going on a first date today. I hope either this is the last first date or signify more dates to come......in regardless, both statement means good ending. 

I cant remember much usually my first date with anyone, I am usually pretty cool about it, as I didnt get too worked-up, but of coz at home I was always all ready & prepared. Ummm, but sometimes some first, U dont get memory on the spot, but the afterwards memory was significantly daunting & mesmerizing. 

The first kiss that makes you become a kid again

The first gaze that electrifies you

The first declaration of luv in a strange way or romantic way

The first goodbye for the luv U r in luv with

The first sleeping in the arm with the one you could really sleep with

The first tear

The first harsh stabbing pain

Well, of coz, after some time, the first I am talking about doesnt necessarily mean the first first, I think in order to really experience the "real first", we all may need the many first beforehands. Of coz, it would be wonderful if the first is the first memory, but maybe for me - I dont really work like that.

I suppose everything is the first always has its grand meaning to it, be it bad or good. They somehow worth remembering. But frankly, I dun even remember who is my real 1st bf or my 1st kiss, hehe. I am bad at that, as I dont like memory very much, be it bad or good.

But I do remember my "real first" kiss on the street, gently sometime ago - whereby we both could feel we suddenly turned into 2 kids, standing in the street, stealing our first kiss - I think this first real first kiss worth more imprinting for me, than  my first first kisssss (which as I said, I couldnt remember who and what the heck was his name) hehe.

Hope it doesnt confuse U. But

Yes I am excited for my fren and I hope - we will continue to find our first real or real first. It's magical when we could have the first real of the first of everything. And we will always have something to look forward to in our lives. :)