My dad is going nuts again
but this time I got no feeling
it's always a ready to explode bomb anyways
I already advise what we should do
However, I dont understand why he couldnt just be a normal decent being
for maybe 1 year
haha,....am I asking too much???
So if he's going to do whatever he's going to do
we will cut off our line of communication forever, most likely
Why he couldnt try to do something that he could be missed one day?
Not like he has another 100 years to live
why wanting our memory of him being a bad one?
It was a good one when I was young though he was crazy still
but at least somehow, despite he wasnt capable, I knew he cared for me & us
Now, I didnt feel that
sorry, memory isnt one shot
it needs substaining to get something good to carry on
memory cud be erased N faded
ie why, why u guyz need to shower your loved ones with luv constantly
becoz, we women forget easily too
hence we forgive very easily too
but.........wrt my dad......it's just abit tiring for his episodes
I think he should work, or get a second job, or a new hobby... He has too much idle time to stir trouble.
ReplyDeleteyea.....and I just knew my sis and he had a crazy, neurotic arguement. She was screaming at him, the way he screamed ay my mom - so he was tongue stricken coz my sis cud be more hysterical than him. Yet my most powerful sis isnt being put on the stage yet. I wonder how I wud handle, maybe I wud just ignore and be silent, it cud be another weapon too. hehe
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