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Thursday, 7 July 2011

Relax and Pay Attention

Time flies so fast this week, esp I jam-packed my week coz someone told me that this would be the last week of "something" - hence I forced myself to run past. Today should be the cut off day for the next beginning. I am not supertitious, usually I dont really remember anything but as life goes on, you just gotta listen to some voices.

Meeting, inviting guests to my home (actually more for my dogs - I want them to feel more excitement, as I got no time to play with them much) - basically would be how I jam myself.

Yet, today, I felt really exhausted. So exhausted that I could not breathe. I decided, I wouldnt try to think about my work and maybe I should read something. BINGO. The passage I read, ends by saying "relax and pay attention". I am not kidding. This is what I am thinking (not in exact words, more in question form). I hv been thinking.....maybe I should quiet down, have a coffee on my balcony and reveal if I see any signs. 

Ideas, potential co-operation are flooding in slowly this time. Yet, I feel abit scared, becoz these happened to me too many times that almost killed my heart & soul in one bow. So, I feel I really need to think or feel carefully what I should do. I am so concerned if I would be wasting my time again, and then end up with nothing. The passage I read, really helped me quiet down alittle, yet I cant deny I worry. 

But since it says I should relax and pay attention - well, this is what I am gonna do in next 2 hours. Take a break. Drink some coffee, then some water....and some mint tea.....look at the clouds in the dark sky and pay attention. :)

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