Paused

I HATE holidays.

Whenever, I go on a holiday (=PAUSE), then I want to quit my job.

Actually, for 2.5 yrs, I hvnt had a holiday, I mean my style of holiday. 

Today, I was very busy, and I was thrilled, as I didnt think of any silly things, including my few entries inspirtation just gone down to toilet, flushed.

So I paused. As I still got few things to finish before I can sleep.

Shissh....Pause, when I paused, this song came to mind. Sorry, I know I posted here before but I am a very boring person.

Last time, when I posted it, I had a person in mind.

And now, this song is exactly exactly.

Of coz, the melody is so sweet, so lullaby. 

And at a very refined fine split second, I felt abit melachonic 

I couldnt help it, my emotion just rushed to my eyes

no tears, no no......maybe a mist

Maybe I was trying to listen to a story I recorded coz I wanted to search for some info from there

 

Some said Time would heal a wound

No, Time can only numb a wound

but, well, as I said....many times

time doesnt heal the wound

it numb the wound only

(from a physiology pt of view, I am still rite, unless the wound was done to you when you were before 3)

"pouting"

 

yea, now in my head I would even laugh about it

guess time does help, to make me laugh

 

Past, like Dexter swinging the hammer onto a bloodfilled faked skull, walled splashed bloodie murder

Present, like an unknown painter, being forgotten, left behind a canvas with faded paint

Future, like a crowned princess, gazing, the reversed moon-rabbit on the mirror pond

Hope you like the song....:)