Well, first off, I have to say this....lately whenever I have few more drinks, I do have a bit of hangover, not as good as a drinker than before, lack of practice. The worst thing is that, I would sleep for maybe 3 hrs, then somehow I would get up and couldnt go back to sleep maybe after another few hrs. It's very traumatizing, as U r supposed to sleep, rite....?!?! Then I would force myself to eat something.............then try to get back to sleep.
However, I find that now I kinda understand why people would go drunk after some moodiness....or broken heart, coz hangover is worse than feeling sad............it's very disturbing in your head, your body, so kinda it makes me forget why I am not happy about - which in magical way makes me happy and hopeful again. I mean, hopeful in terms of my alone future......it's very enlightening for me.
Now, I am super tired and sleepy, but I just took shadow to vet.....and gotta go back and pick her up now. I just gotta get home to check on Lottie, as she wud be super mad why I always brought the big sis out and never her..................so I gotta go back and let her see me......sigh, being a mom is so difficult. U gotta take care of each of their feelings. I think being my dogs are so lucky in a way too...........a mom would run around like that for both of them............I hope they do know I am a good mom and luv them very much. hehe
The best remedy is actually a swim - it is total body hydration thru the pores (^^) and the mild workout raises the endorphins as well! (^^)
ReplyDeleteyea! Did think of going for a swim but I am really so tired, ran around from HV to SW then to HV again to pick up shadow...........I feel I need a good nap more. Maybe will head to Vic Park tmr for a swim.....to begin my Summer ritual. ^^
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