I have been making dreams.....it's interesting. I luv it. I luv tapping into that world. Maybe it's subconscience talking, my life shouldnt stop here....there are much to dream on. My frenz, to be frank.....I am at the very end of tunnel. I got no idea how to move on, esp I always had a heart. Now, actually it's broken. I mean my mind, my ego, my being could get broken down and I will always find ways to rebuild - but the only thing left, my heart (my soul) has been taken away, I feel that void and helplessness. Anyhow.
I, as me, never give up that easily. Always find ways to self-inspire. What I am doing is I start to get interested in spiritual journey that many people talk about. I am reading up on Camino. Will see if it would re-ignite some fire within, actually, I already knew - it will.
Somehow, since young, I know I am a spiritual person, but maybe to christians, I am a rebel. hehe. Anyways. I once visited a medium, she said I would become a channelist one day. Then another kinesiologist (muscle testing master) said I would become powerful (guess he meant spiritually). To be frank, I knew it. But I walked away from it, as I got really scared by ghosts or power. I mean I always wanted to be a superman, of coz..........I may want to re-read the Bible if I got a new one, as I gave mine to my japanese best friend when he left HK as a gift for his soul. Anyways..........
Lets see. I would become a witch or a saint. kakakakaka
No comments:
Post a Comment