After 2 years of downs, sometimes though rarely Up - I have come to a conclusion.
Having a positive attitude = BE prepared for the BETTER & Get ready for the WORST.
Unlike the law of attraction or the Book : The Sctrets, by visualizing the positive outcome, U will get what U think of. It seems it wastes too much of my brain cell energy by doing this. The fact is my mind doesnt work at fixating at one issue. And I dont believe in fate, did argue or discuss with some frenz before. I believe in creating your own destiny. Though, somehow, yes fate does affect the course or cause of action/delivery. However, no one ever says FATE offers you ONE path only. I always think if I have to believe in the fact that fate governs me, then Id rather, RIGHT NOW, kill myself - what's the fun & challenge in living my life still, if fate already paves my path. It's upto discussion, but yes this is what I believe.
And I dont buy by saying U have +ve attitude, U get good things. No, I do believe in sending out positive thoughts to the universe, maybe the blackhole somehow, so at least my conscience is clear. I am not saying I wont get what I want if I dont think or think that way. I now start to think it's not how you think, but how you percieve & behave.
I have been talking to a master - he read my lifeline. But to me, he's not a fortune teller, rather he's like a behavioural scientist to me, as I dont need to explain what I think, he knows how I think.....so it's easy just to ask him to analyse certain moment or situation to him, as I dont need to spend hours to explain my action. He KNOWS, ie how I would approach the situation. Of coz he thinks I am crazy intelligent...actually he used advanced intelligence to describe me. KAKAKAKA, sorry, I brag about me again. Yet, I know what he's talking about, sometimes my mindset, the way I percieve a situation is different from other people, though I may act upon it in similar way..........aiii, I dont know.
I find I have dumbed down recently. I find that summer time I am always more stupid, I dunno why. Is it coz of the excessive metabolic rate? I shud say Spring time to Summer time........my mind activity is super slow. I am not as funny. I am not as versatile. I guess, really, high temp doesnt suit me at all. I belong to leather jacket zone. Maybe I am just a caveman, I need to smell animal skin to strengthen my senses!!
See, I am already sleepy now. YAWNING nonstop.....Summer time SUX for me..........ARGH!!
I think you are very close to formulating your own philosophy. You can safely call it Dawnism - nobody has the rights to it yet (^^) [btw, love 'em verification words - they are so out of this world! hahaha]
ReplyDeleteI'm starting to believe the verification words are Enochian (^^)
ReplyDeletehahahah....devilish or angelic kind?
ReplyDeleteHonestly, before 10, I did try to construct my own language and was attempting to put it into writing when I was 15.....yet, I was too lazy and....now I realize one thing, I need 1000 assistants to help me do stuff if I hv an idea.