Many things have been disrupting my routines since Feb. Now, I gotta delete, terminate them. Regroup, Refocuz. I am so concerned with my belief, I am so afraid everything will be ruined. I wasnt afraid last month as I just wanted to play. I am telling myself since last week, darling dawn, it's time to stop. Pick up your messes. See someone just terminated you. Shit......first time ever someone fires me. hahaha....but the feeling isnt that suckie at all though. Weird.
However, seriously, I got distracted. I need to focuz back all the numerous projects people have been discussing with me but nothing has yet set the goal towards. Some projects are so conceptual that I am not sure they will fly, but by talking about them make my creative genes moving - when my mouth moves, my mind moves faster and then my body energies. No wonder I got sick as last month my mouth wasnt moving much.....verbally anyhows. hehe.
COME BACK TO EARTH, ORION or STARSEED. COME BACK. COME BACK. I sometimes wish I would be just a starseed flying through the black space, being sucked into the BLACK HOLE. I really really want to know what's inside of black hole. It could be a time-trapper - maybe I could actually stay there and see past, present & future like a movie.
Talking about movies, I hvnt got time to see movies. No chance to check out the film fest as well. Maybe next year. But I need to go to a cinema. I need to be uninterrupted to see a movie. No phones, No dogs - just spend 2 hrs silent. I want to be taken away from this dreaminess I have rite now. Every day for weeks, I feel like zombie. My eyes are blurred and I cant sleep well. Maybe I took something from BKK & TWN back......shit..................hope not!
Bruce Lee once said “It's not the daily increase but daily decrease. Hack away at the unessential.”
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