Terminated

Argh, I got terminated from a project, just got an email. HAHAHAHHAAH.

Well, I seriously didnt put much effort in, at 1st I did, I was working very hard for this company but they dont pay good, despite. Then we could never come to finalizing any things, then I chased for one quotation for "their client" - it took me one month, I still couldnt get it. It's her fault, or mine? I dunno, guess it's mine then.

Argghh, now I have to refocuz on my other stuff.......which would take long time to fly but I am going to spare 60% of my time on the short-term and 40% on the long-term. 

I should still thank the universe for this, as the thing is she's always creeping in my mind - I hate feeling I am not doing enough despite it's peanut money (not enough even to pay rent - how peanut it is), but she did save my toughest hour end of last year, so I will still help finishing the hopefully "their client" project.

Having headaches now. Hope things are all as smooth as I think this year will be. Mr Funny gave me something to read - some Master Key System, heard it circulated bilingual in China. I hope I could master the secret of being successful & becoming money-making machine for others (the code is you have to make money for others in order to make money) - sorry, my level is low, dont really understand completely. But it's good not to understand so I can think, can get something to distract my headaches.

Hope everyone is happy & kicking....luv luv luv