Today, this thought came to my mind again. I dare not even quiet down to think or to feel what I am feeling. It's crazy. Crazy.
I dont like to drink alcohol actually, but I feel I am drinking more than ever without feeling a thing. I even smoked weeds, NO FEELING. NO FEELING AT ALL. I dont feel a thing.
After I feel abit tipsy from alcohol, I could only SLEEP 3-4 hrs, then I would wake up - couldnt go back to bed. It's horrible.......I dont incline to become alcoholic but isnt it easy to be one when you are at such stage?
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