I am blessed, in my life, with many good friends. I sometimes wonder why they are so steadfast, so kind, so sweet, so loving!!!
Leo is my very best friend. I honestly dont think anyone could replace him in my life. Good thing, we never dated, hehe. Once and for all to clear all misunderstanding from YOU PEOPLE.
This blog, as of today, I still havent shown it to anyone yet, except Leo. He gave me the best, constructive comment. As I told him I was abit reluctant to show this to anyone else, as it's abit dark in the content. He just said "I am sure your true friends would love to read it". Together with other things he mentioned, I am abit too shy to say it here, despite I luv bragging. LOL
Anyhows, I want to tell Leo that you have been such a true friend from the 2nd day I knew you (not the first day through the DF4), haha. You have been so supportive throughout these 7 or 8 years (?). You have sat through all my silly teary whinning about my ex, ex, ex........You have heard about all my stupid anger towards humanity such as other frenz, work, etc. You have been my inspiration to move forward. Whenever I think of dying, you are on of the top few that would come to my mind, as I know it would indeed hurt you deeply. Maybe I dont behave like what I am talking above, but you are my family, sometimes even more than that!
Isnt it lucky for me to have a friend like you? I am so glad that now you are in luv with your dog. We share one more comment trait, amongst others kekkeke things.............:P
Thank you.
Well, I am not yet ready to show this to others. I am not afraid to be judged but I dont want to be misunderstood. My depression phase isnt gone yet, really dont want any things to disrupt my healing process. Sigh, it's gonna take time.
^o^
Wholeheartedly support you to write about anything, however happy or dark, you wish to express. Writing blogs isn't about pleasing others, but being true to who you are, what you think, what you want to say. And your friend, Leo, is right - true friends would accept you for being yourself instead of expecting you to be bubbly, happy, cheerful, hopeful 24/7. I think most of us have a dark side - that makes us human. For me, I find that sometimes my dark thoughts inspire me to think differently, and sometimes to realize I was wrong about something/ someone, and to let go.
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