when it ceases meaning

Humans are strange creature. We secret all kinda hormones to stimulate our action and responses. Then, on the side, the mystical pheromones kinda drives U nuts by infatuating to someone or by falling off the wagon with someone. Then, that adrenaline....it is so powerful that at times, at that particular moment, U might even be able to move mountain. OK. next, its about brain waves.....that alpha, beta, delta.....do we radiate gamma?? hehe.....somehow they govern how we feel how we react and act.......how spiritual or calm rely somewhat on waves......

I dunno what makes a heart pain so much.....when today I woke up from a nitemare, or maybe lets be civil, call it a dream. I must be in my alternate universe.....I think I was someone trying to avoid a stalker or follower, or was I a cop? Very hazey.....next, it was abit similar to my current situation, but there was a 4th character. So from the 2 dynamic.....I realize, some forms of hormones have dissipated.....in real life. So I woke up lucikly not in sweats as it wud be too cliche to share......then I decided, to watch Buffy the Vampire Slayer and browsed ASOS. Never bought anything from there, but when I was in poverty last 3 years, I felt.....by browsing and choosing and saving the specific pieces soothe me alot, so I keepchossing, saving the pc I like......definitely when I go over the list, I might not really want to buy.

So what ceases meaning? I think our hormones......would gradually secrete less and less for a particular meaning.....say for apology, or a same form of conversation......today I feel it ceases meaning. 'I love u", "I miss u" ceases meaning when....U somehow miss being told to instead of listening to........

Oh yes, how's everyone? I hope U all have a great week, weekend is just a day away, and I hope U luv whatever U r doing rite now :ie reading here: hehe......

Additionally, I kept thinking where the wood is.....anyhow, guess U must be busy running ard, may I spend a bit of time here to wish u smooth sailing in whaDever U r doin!