A deep fried birdie

Someone said today to me, I shud get settled down. I am taking too much risks in life. Well, he's kind-hearted, actually we have never even met! But he makes me laugh. Basically he's a perfect man, he has a perfect kid, a perfect wife, a perfect life (hahaha, say ha jeh)!

So I said no one wanted me. Couldnt be tamed. Well, actually how hard it is to tame a legless bird? Actually its quite easy, as he put it, just deep fry it.....LOL, funny, yeah?! Really, there's no other way. I wonder what's the analogy to deep fry a bird to correlate my life. I got no clue. I thought it's funny so I just want to say it here.

However, really, what does settling down mean to everyone? Getting married, having a mortgage for life, raising 2 kids....as I put it before, are all these really secure in such world? Are these called "settling down"? Sorry, I dont seem to see many who hv the above (except him -as he may be reading, hehe) are actually happy and glad that they have "settled down"? Sorry, I am mute, I cant name one (yes except Mr Funny)! 

I no longer can grasp the peace in settling down, as again said before, we are living a life span with few life times (means we live 60 years but it's like we are living in few lifes already, as things move so fast, info pass by us like lightspeed - compared to all the previous generations). Coz very likely, we change our way of life or way of thinking drastically every 10 years. Anyhow, I am not against people "settling down", I think it's important for a human to feel grounded, stable & at peace. I want that too. Very much. Believe me. But maybe it's not entirely the way they put it.

I am pursuing something indeed risky....guess in work or life. But then, I am also at lost if I should walk like others. It's not just simply saying "nah, it's not for me"........but I guess really somewhere somehow I always want to be revolutionary. I have this belief that the value has changed, and I am working towards the changed values, hopefully, faster than others. Whoever hits the finishing line 1st wins. I cant say I am right or wrong, I just believe following everyone wants me to be or to do IS wrong for me. At this moment, really it appears to be wrong, but but but........I am actually a patient person. I will prove everyone wrong, one day, haha, I sound crazy, aint I? Anyhow, really honestly, if I am wronged, then, so, how? 

I guess I still could write a book ie called, DONT BE LIKE ME, SHOULD ALWAYS CONFORM. hehe....sorry, I really sound grumpy lately. I am really tired, really sleepy, but I am leaving home in an hr for a shitty early flight. I think I will kill someone on the plane for sure......................ARRRGGGHHH

Thanks for listening. See U later, my frenz.