Honestly I am not bragging

But I am.
I am a genius, big time.
I thought of a product/concept/idea so I told my good taiwanese fren. He called his clients at midnight asking if my idea was good and if they would buy the products - they said CERTAINLY. So I asked him to get his clients to hire me as their creative consultant, all he said was - No, I want you to be MINE only.


HAHA....this guy, he's my great fren. We went thru thick & thin. He has already believed in me. no, He believes in my brain, ie what I appreciate so much. I am fortunate I got another dear gf in HK, who has stood by me for years............despite I hvnt shown her any glamours work, she has been silently supporting me.

I am such a blessed person, who has got non-judgemental great frenz who believe in my brain (I dont need pple to believe in me, but my brain - my brain is indeed pretty fabulous). I am typing in tears becoz indeed not coz of them, I am not sure if I could be smiling still, despite all hardships.

It's been super horrible 2 weeks w bad bad news, but I allowed myself to be upset for also 2 weeks. As I just dont get it, what more learnings I gotta understand before I could reap the harvest of patience & endurance. I strongly believe that the experiences I went thru wouldnt go in vain. People ask me to be patient, really - I wish they would go thru what I did and still believed in themselves - it's not easy man! I somehow.......come to more profound understandings of myself, my existence, my value, my purpose, my learnings.....................it's so odd, which I dont think I would want to share with anyone till....maybe 5, 10 years later......

Anyways, if you are reading, you have been worried about me. Know one thing - I am outerspacey, so I dont walk the path as norm do. Ie why I gotta go thru what I am going thru. I wont be happy go lucky as I have never been one - I run projects, worries are my motto to be good in a project. hehe

STAY CHEERIO!! :)